Monday, August 29, 2005

Saucy Wench...

Oh boy, another Monday...

I guess I should start out with the horse show! The show was awsome, Rachel and I had a lot of fun, and we both placed pretty good. I got a 1st, two 2nds, and a 3rd out of 5 classes. It confused me that I didn't place in my English Equ. class when I got 3rd in pleasure. Rachel got cheated on one of her rides as well. The judge was very inconsistant in my opinion.

Stephanie was really trying to learn from us. I was quite impressed that she WANTED to learn all the different things and not just blow it off. I think she has a lot of potiental after she gets maybe about a year under her belt of lessons and what not. Amelia or whatever her name is; I'm definitly not impressed with her. I saw her for the first time at the show, and she wasn't showing... She was the one that mainly needed to be showing since she hasn't been to ANY shows, hasn't cantered and has no show clothes. Not to mention she was a complete bitch to her mom; apparently she just wants to walk in thinking she knows what the hell she's doing, when in all reality... She knows absolutly nothing.

Heidi joined the equestrian team too!

See Rachel, I don't mind putting everything in here lol.

Yesterday was a blast! Jessica called me about a week ago and was wondering if I wanted to go to the Renaissance Festival with her. So we went yesterday and one of her friends named Megan went with us. She was an okay girl, not a person I would normally hang out with, but she was pretty cool. Well, the drive was only suppost to take us about an hour, but it ended up taking an hour and a half; Jessica kept passing her exits so we would have to keep turning around. It was funny, she would drive past it and be like, "Shit! That was my exit! Damnit!" Good times. Anyway when we finally got there, we walked in and just walked around.

All the women there had their breasts hiked so far up on their chest I was afraid one of them might have passed out. We watched a guy named Manolete, he was so awsome, not to mention pretty good looking. He called his show a 'Naked Show' and he was practically screaming it in his mic to get people to come over. It was hilarious, he had Jessica go up on stage to 'hold his balls' it was so great. Then he ended up giving her a kiss on the cheek. Then he pulled this huge guy up on stage and he had to dress like a girl and get a feather knocked out of his mouth. It was so awsome.

After the 'Naked Show' we went and watched the jousting. That was pretty cool, besides the fact that they would barely hit each other, and they need to work on their punches a little more. But we just played along and had a great time. The spanish guy that was the announcer wasn't bad to look at either.

After the jousting we were looking at the henna tattoos and Jessica just randomly walks off. Megan and I were just kind of standing there not wanting to move so if Jessica did come back she would be able to find us. Well she came back and we were getting ready to leave and this guy come up to us and tells me to hold onto the end of this rope. I was like, "Uh.. Okay, sure why not." Bad Idea. He lead me and Megan to jail... On the way he kept screaming for people to get out of the way and that he had scum coming through. It was pretty funny. We got thrown in jail with at least 20 other people. Then one of the guards came up and asked if anyone wanted revenge. Haha! He had to chase Jessica because she ran! I was laughing so hard when he threw her in jail with us. Yeah... to get out I had to sing the itsy bitsy spider... and dance.

Oh, and I was thrown in jail for being a 'Saucy wench' haha great stuff.

After getting out of jail, we went to go get our henna tattoos and while I was waiting to get mine these two guys were so drunk and they were hitting on us. Well, once they found out I was underage they left me alone. Haha but still tried to invite us into a strip club for a 'bonfire.' Can you say... Moron?

We had a lot of fun though, and on the way home Jessica passed her exit AGAIN.

Next year I'm definitly going to have to get a big group of people to go. It was a total blast.

Hmm, well I suppose thats about it.

Chow =P

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Lalalala.... Oh wait... What?!

High School...

Hmm... Today was fun. Day two of my sophmore year. I have to admit, I don't think this year will be that bad. In a lot of my classes I have a lot of awsome people like, Hannah! Becca! and Kerry! Haha, so I think I might actually be able to survive and not have a horrible break down. But, even though I think this year is going to be alright... I still don't want to go back tomorrow. But then again who does?

I've got a horse show Saturday! I'm hoping that we will all do pretty well; I'm actually excited to go to a show. I have to march at the home football game, were better than last year so I don't think it will be a complete screw up. Anyway, I get to leave at half time and stay the night with Rachel in her trailor. Haha SLEEP OVER! Then up at 7am and showing by 8:30. Yeah, I think I'm riding in five classes... Maybe six... I don't remember.

On another note; I'm feeling a lot better about everything. Just in general really, I just feel... Right. Don't you just love the feeling where you're just mellowed out? I love it; everything just doesn't matter and I'm just so zoned out. It's awsome.

I came up with a new moto! I was talking to Brie on the phone and she was talking about this short freshman and if I knew him. Then right on the spot I came up with, "If their tall I notice them, if their short I look over them." That so RoXoRs All of your SoXoRs!

Well, I'm starting to get over the guy I like. I knew nothing would happen, and I guess I'm finally starting to believe it. Then again we barely see each other during school so I think that's a part of it. I met a new guy today out at the barn. I believe his name is Justin... Mmmm.... He is VERY nice (and I mean that in many ways =]). Apparently he's been working out there a lot, even during the summer and I was kind of mad I didn't work on the days he did.

Damn my laziness!!

Oh well, whatever happens... happens.

Life is good... Once again ^.~

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

My head is pounding... and school starts tomorrow...

Have you ever noticed how fast your life can go from easy and relaxing, to out of control within a couple days time?

All of the Canter horses are gone. Our barn is practically empty. I'm praying that we will find more boarders. Silhouette is like my second home... and I don't want to leave it anytime soon.

"Isn't it such a beautiful day out?" -Summer
"Such a great day!" - Also Summer as they were loading horses

Bitch.

If I ever see her again... She will have a broken nose and a deaf ear.





















































































































Fabulous....

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Dun... Dun... Dun.....

Alright everyone... buckle your seat belts and make sure you're comfortable cause I can already tell this is going to be a long post.

Well, I guess I should start out with what is bothering me most. Last night I found out that the Canter open house is being moved from our barn, to some barn out in Mason (Or at least that's what I've been told). I also found out that ALL of the Canter horses are being removed from our barn and taken somewhere else. Well, this puts my barn into a major pickle... My family helped out Silhouette Manor financially after Kelly and Andy left and took over half of the boarders. If all of the Canter horses leave... I don't think we would be able to do it again. It's very frustrating having to deal with Canter, but without them and without boarders our barn will not stay open. Whats really annoying is Silhouette is the biggest facility in the area, with two large arenas and the big cemented barn and they think their going to find somthing better than ours. Ugh... It's Summer's fault, that stupid bitch. She came in after Amelie got hurt and four weeks afterward decides their leaving our barn. Want to know what the reasons were? Well, she was saying nobody was nice to her... and the stalls weren't getting cleaned properly so that why some of them weren't healing correctly or as fast.

News flash Summer! The stalls are cleaned EVERY DAY or EVERY OTHER DAY. Just because you're afraid of the horses and can't deal with the "dangerous" ones in the stall so you can wrap their leg don't blame this on the rest of us. Bitch. Oh and about not being nice... Bull shit! Everyone is nice to you, I introduced myself to you the first day I met you. Gawd!

You know what's even more fucked up?! Gene found a bunch of tranqs and shit sitting in a horses feed bin! And their blaming it on all of us for leaving it there. Oh! And after they tranq the horses they put them outside!! And the other horses beat up on them! And again they blame us for everything!

IM JUST SO FED UP WITH EVERYTHING THAT HAS TO DEAL WITH HORSES! I DON'T NEED THIS RIGHT NOW! I'VE GOT ENOUGH PROBLEMS TO WORRY ABOUT!

Alright next thing on my mind. Well some of you may already know or you might figure it out but I just need to get it out. So if you do figure it out please do not mention anything. Plzkthx. Well, I am just very confused about my... what do you call it.... 'Love Life.' I noticed that I have developed very... strong... feelings for a certain someone. My only problem is... He has a girlfriend. Isn't that just dandy? Well, it's his fault for leading me on in the first place. When his girlfriend is not around he is the biggest flirt, but when shes around hes not. Hmm...

Well, a part of me is trying to tell me that in the future somthing may happen. But then the other part is telling me just to forget about it and push him away. Naturally... I push him away, and it's hard. Every time I try I can't and I just end up forgetting and getting lost in the 'moment' with him. Argh! I can't NOT smile when he's around. It's a proven fact. I'm just so confused and I don't know what to do. I just wish he would leave me alone...

Continuing on... (I told you to get comfortable...)

I had an equestrian meet today. Well... Our team is what you would call.... Interesting... We have four new freshmen and 2 have never showed before. Stunning. Stephanie was there today, she one of the freshmen. Well, she has not cantered or shown before. Plus... her pony is a little nightmare. Then a girl named Michelle tagged along with her and thinks she knows more than she really does. Rachel and I got up on Stephanie's pony and made it look better in about 5 minutes. Then the girl wouldn't even swat at the damned pony cause she was afraid she would hurt it... our first show on Saturday should be... Again... Interesting.

Haha, then the girl that has no show clothes or practically any experience didn't even show up! How fucked up is that?! I really want to make it to Midland again this year... But I have a feeling we might not even get close to winning districts.

Hmm... What else is on my mind..?

Tomorrow I'm going our on a movie day with Frannie. It'll probably be that last time we see each other for a while since school starts Wednesday. I'm excited about it, I'm going to wear some of the new clothes I got yesterday.

Yeah well I guess that about sums up my long post. It is now 10:10 and I started this at like 9:30. Man... Time flys when you're typing out all your frustration.

Whew... I feel better.

Haha, Congrats if you just read that all...

And you suck if you just skipped it >=P

Till my next complaining session ^.~

Monday, August 15, 2005

When the sun goes down

Day one.... 12 hours of my life... Gone. Wasted. Destroyed. Oh well... At least I got to sing Karaoke. ^.~

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Hilary Holland
Birthday:5/4/90
Birthplace:A hospital in Lansing... uh Sparrow
Current Location:In my brothers old room... where the computer now goes
Eye Color:Hazel... it changes with what I wear
Hair Color:Blonde
Height:5'11
Right Handed or Left Handed:Lefty ^.~
Your Heritage:Uhm... Im German and Hungarian.. Is that what you mean?
The Shoes You Wore Today:white and black ones :)
Your Weakness:Jealousy
Your Fears:Being alone
Your Perfect Pizza:Depends on what I want on it that very moment ^^
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:I never set goals, I'll never reach them
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:'hey' and 'whats up?'
Thoughts First Waking Up:'Its 12 o'clock already?! FUCK!'
Your Best Physical Feature:Haha... sure thing...
Your Bedtime:7:30 XD
Your Most Missed Memory:Old friends...
Pepsi or Coke:Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:Wendys
Single or Group Dates:Lol, I don't go on dates, I just go to hang out with people
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:how about Gatorade... Hmm? hmm?!
Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:

*drools* Mmm... Cappuccinoi

Do you Smoke:I tried it once... disgusting
Do you Swear:Every other word. I would mouth out a sailor.
Do you Sing:Like no one is watching :)
Do you Shower Daily:Nope, every othereek. Lol what the hell do you think?!
Have you Been in Love:People tell me I was... I don't know what love is, I've never gottan that close to someone.
Do you want to go to College:Yeah, Me Be ish Smart!
Do you want to get Married:Sure... why not
Do you belive in yourself:Honestly..? No... I'm a very negative person
Do you get Motion Sickness:Never
Do you think you are Attractive:When no one else is around, but then I get self conscious
Are you a Health Freak:Nah
Do you get along with your Parents:Sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms:Their my favorite, I could stay up all night and just listen.
Do you play an Instrument:Don't remind me..
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:I wish.
In the past month have you Smoked:No thank you.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:Yeah... cause I'm a druggie haha!
In the past month have you gone on a Date:I've never been on a date in my life!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Yar
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:Damn?! A whole box?! Wait.. Oreos come in boxes?
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:No, but my brother said it was pretty good.
In the past month have you been on Stage:I DID TODAY! I sang Karaoke with McBride, WE ROCKED!!!
In the past month have you been Dumped:Hmm... In the past life time have you had a boyfriend? Oh man thats an easy one..
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:HAHAHA I'll spare you the image and just move on.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:*shrugs* Nar
Ever been Drunk:Close to it
Ever been called a Tease:Nar
Ever been Beaten up:Haha.. right..
Ever Shoplifted:Was going to. Never did it though
How do you want to Die:<-- Depressing question. How about... How do you want to live?
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:I dunno... I want to live in my parents house till im 45 then work at McDonalds flipping hamburgers.
What country would you most like to Visit:Well it used to be Australia... But I kinda want to go somewhere in Europe.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:I don't know, but If they hold their emotions in their eyes thats what I want.
Favourite Hair Color:Darker, but sometimes I go for the brighter boys.
Short or Long Hair:Medium... I like the shaggy look.
Height:Over at LEAST 6'1 cause I'm 5'11 and I REFUSE to date someone shorter than me.
Weight:I like it when they have a good weight with a good amount of muscle.
Best Clothing Style:I like them all, from goth to prep. It depends on the guy I guess.
Number of Drugs I have taken:Wtf? Uh.. like medicine drugs or like cocaine drugs?
Number of CDs I own:Tooo fucking many thats for sure.
Number of Piercings:2 =) but I want more.
Number of Tattoos:Zippo
Number of things in my Past I Regret:Way to many.... belive me...

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Bowling adventures

W00t! Tonight was a BlAsT!

Well, we started 'band camp' haha and Ski and Matt are fricken hilarious to talk to. McBride already glared at me cause I talked when we were at attention... So I laughed at him... Then he glared again... Hmm... Good times ^-^. Our section actually isn't the worst! That's a first. Well, the freshmen you can tell are a little freaked out, but I can understand why. Then again... Their not the major social bugs either...

Moving on... Frannie came with Tina and her little puppy Hope. Haha! She's bringing me lunch tomorrow Wee! No PB&J for me! Anyway, afterwards Frannie and I went bowling! It was so much fun, I beat her 3/4 times. Lol we got lost on the way home, it was pretty funny. Then we got flipped off by this old grandpa lmao it was great.

I Kick Arse.

There were a lot of hot guys there, and this really hot looking guy came over and started talking with us. Haha... He ended up giving us his cell number. Yar right... Like I would ever call him. Well, he was a whole hell of a lot better than the two creepy guys that were checking us out at the gas station *shudder*. Bowling is great.

Lalala... Gotta get up early tomorrow, and here I am sitting on the computer at 12 o'clock. Yay for me ^.~

Hmmm.... Yeah, I'm not tired at all so I gotta find somthing for myself to do... Haha, I'm gonna be so fucking tired tomorrow.

Mmmm.... yeah.....

I'm so going to miss Frannie this year =(

Lol, alright I will stop my rambling now... Stupid Rachel is rubbing off on me... *Glares at Rachel*

^.^

Sweet....

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Yay! Grandmas house!

Two weeks left until school...... Oh boy...

Well, I went to my grandmas house on Wednesday. It was oh-so fun and exciting. Grandpa wasn't feeling well when we got there so I felt that we were imposing a bit, but he began to feel a lot better and we ended up having an awsome time. We went out to see a movie, Wedding Crashers, Haha it was hilarious but kind of awkward to see it with your grandparents... You would understand me if you've seen it. Then we went out to eat every night. I think I gained 10 pounds there because grandma is always trying to stuff things down my throat. HAHA! I beat Eric in monopoly twice! Score! I finally beat him in somthing. (Yes we had to resort to monopoly for entertainment... Nothing wrong with that...).

Hmm... Well, when I got back Gabe was gone. Yeah I found that out today.. But I'm not going to go all freaky and depressed on you.

Lalalala..... Going to Brain freeze tonight to meet up with the other saxophones... to talk about 'band camp'.... how..... stunning....

Well... I spose I'm done.

Pc..

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Of course...

I've noticed how everytime I get attached to a horse... Somthing bad always ends up happening. Joanne called yesterday to talk to us about Gabe; things aren't looking to good. Gabes injurys are old and so they have just sat for a long time. During that time... Very strong arthritis has set into his knee... Meaning he might not even be rideable, period.

It really sucks because the final word is from Dr. Stick and from what Jessica has said of him... I'm fucked. Well, Stick gets back today and Summer took in Gabes X-rays yesterday. I have some time to get detached from Gabe to make sure I'm not going to go into a huge depression when they take him to become a plasma donor.

I'm really tired of seeing all of these canter horses being taken and being put down or becoming plasma donors. I hate people that enjoy watching horse races... half of them have NO idea what happens to the horses. They probably end up eating the horse they bet on and not even realize it. If they had just worked Gabe a little less... He would probably be fine today. They worked him too hard and he was just growing too fast...

People make me sick.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Just updating...

Yay for me... I finally decided to update my lovely blog.

Well, fair came and passed. It wasn't to exciting, besides the fact I got to hang out with Rachel the entire time! The bestest person ever haha. Well I'm not really going to sit here and type out everything like Rachel did, so I decided to cheat and just send you to her blog to read it ^.^ http://chicaboom800.blogspot.com/2005/08/mow-cerwe-want-ribbons.html <--- Clicky. Yeah... unfortunatly those are her placings.... not mine. Yeah Rachel definitly kicked my arse when it came to placings. But my horse could beat up her horse any day!

Hmm.. Well nothing interesting has been going on, I've been working with Gabe just in his stall so he can get used to me. He has gotten alot better, for a three year old hes quite calm. Erm... and yeah like I said don't have much going on.

Well I suppose I'm going to just wrap this up and make it short. Cause foods ready... Mmmm... Ham...

HarHar

Chow ^^