You mean it's not Friday...?

Where oh where to begin...

So, on Tuesday I got my license! :D and so far I am loving it! I drove by myself the night I got it, and I just felt so free. Flyin' down the back roads (no faster than 60 I assure you) listening to my music. There's no better feeling than that.

Jessica left for Germany today :( for six weeks. It's going to be a long six weeks. 41 more days till she gets home. I hung out with her everyday this week. Bah. I already miss her.

So dad found my blog on accident, and read my post (which I deleted). It was weird because I was really hesitant about posting it in the first place, talk about karma. But, if he does happen to read it again, I'm going to be honest. This is my space, my area where I vent, complain, and spill out my feelings. I don't like that fact that you have to read this, because you don't trust me. I gave you my promise that I wouldn't write anything like that, and I appriciate that you won't trust what I told you. Please give me my privacy. Pleace give me my space.

So that's all. I am most definitely in need of some long awaited sleep. So 9:30 sounds like a sweet bed time for me tonight.

Ciao

Count Downs:
13 Days till schools out
41 Days till Jess gets back

The day after.

So another birthday came and went. It definitely was a good day, I really enjoyed it. Brie went all out for it- she decorated my locker, made me cupcakes, and bought me a present. I love that girl, we will always be good friends no matter what. My parents got me this gorgeous ring, a gold band with 4 emeralds, and 3 diamonds. Jessica and Frannie are going to take me out when they get money and or their car back. So that will be fun. Good day yesterday though, I wouldn't change it.

Today though, I was very down for most of the day. I can't shake this empty feeling that I'm having, and it's beginning to bug me. Something in my life is missing, and I really want to know what it is. The feeling continues to grow everyday, and it starts to feel like a faint aching. Whatever. I don't care. Maybe it's just stress from school and everything. Bah.

Just thought I would update. :)

Later Days

<3

<3 Two hour delays.

Yay! We've got a two hour delay, thats to the fog!

So thing have slowly gotten better... Except my health, which has slowly gotten worse. Haha I think my last post scared a lot of people, I was almost thinking about deleting it, but then I remembered I wasn't allowed to by Rachel's rules. Maybe it was good that I blew up and had a major melt down, because I feel like a lot of weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Spring is here, and everything is beautiful and green. Tomorrow is my Sweet 16. My horse Will is doing awesome, and I have already ridden him once, tonight will be the second time. Nightingale is also doing great, I just need to stop being so lazy and get her back into shape. My friends and I are all getting along, and there is only 25 days left until class of '08 become juniors. Jessica gets to go to Germany this summer, and she was thinking she wouldn't be able to go in the beginning. My dad is finding a lot of work here in Michigan. I'm applying for a job in the next week or so. I got accepted into the career center. Life is good! I guess Spring brings out the happiness in people.

So like I said, tomorrow is my Sweet 16. I'm not getting a vehicle, but that doesn't really bother me. It's not like I was planning on driving all over hell when I got my license first thing. My major birthday present/christmas present from '05 was Will. Besides, when I need to go somewhere I can always just steal my mom's truck. Will is soo much cuter than and car could be :).

Well, I guess I'm going to go make some breakfast, because I've still got about an hour and a half before I have to go to school.

Happy one day early Birthday to me and to Frannie's puppy, Hope, and Ann from the barn, AND! Lance Bass from N'sync! Lol. Don't judge me >:P

Yay Fog.