Yay for Thanksgiving break! A good break, but not as good as Christmas break.
Wow, some people really get on my nerves. You know, the ones who graduated high school and has no friends HIS own age. It's funny, he thinks he knows everything about how relationships work.. hmm funny, hes had one girlfriend. F-Y-I, YOU ASSHOLE!! You know nothing about women!! You will NEVER... I repeat NEVER EVER know anything about how women act. OH MY GOSH - he just makes me so mad. Who the Fuck is he to tell us that were immature?! He doesnt even know who the fuck we are! Well dude, if you read this.. I hate you. You are the one that is immature, stop thinking your better AND OR smarter than us because of you senority. Your age has nothing to do with the kind of person you are. Haha, and if you are reading this, your prolly saying to yourself, 'Ok whatever, dude you need to grow up blah blah blah' Well again F-Y-I, I dont care!
Now that ive got that out! On a lighter note.. Its ***Snowing*** I love the snow, the first snow of the year, its always great to just watch it fall (or at least till you get bored and or have nothing better to do). But today I was like on the phone ALL day. I woke up at what... 11:30, and emily called at 12. I talked to her till 3, then was talking to Olivia from about 3:10 till maybe 4ish. Then maybe at 5 i think it was Vincent called and I was on the phone with him till like 6ish. Yes so my left ear is nice and deaf.
Right now, I wish I had a good book to read. When I read (haha Emily, Book Porn) it always seems to makes life alot easier at that moment in time. Like all of your problems are gone and you just wish you could freeze your life in that moment. Cause you imagine how that person in the book is feeling, but then they are always happy by the end. Usually a book never ends on a bad note, their always happy and in love or free from whatever was bothering them. It would make life so much easier if we could do that. Just work our problems out so smoothly and always end up happily ever after.
Well I spose I'm done cause Vincent... I mean 'Paraviccini' from the italian mafia wants to read it, and his patience are LOW. WELL FINE HERE READ IT!!
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Monday, November 22, 2004
Damn you Darkangel
Whoa, my life is so messed up lately. It kind of went from fine to Holy shit!
It all started Thursday, Olivia, Emily and I stayed after school and just planned on hanging out. Well the night before someone really pissed off Olivia, and she knew she was going to see them that night so she was planning on doing something really mean. Well we were just hanging out in the band room, and HE came and she just let him have it. And you know me and Emily just kind of followed along, even though that little voice in the back of our head was like, ‘Dude don’t be retarded, your going to get your self in trouble’ well being the smart girls we are, we didn’t listen. The whole night seemed like a total blast at the time until we had to leave. When we got home, we all felt so horrible. And it was affecting me the most. I always get the major knot in my stomach, and its so painful it brings me to tears. The only thing about that knot is it will never go away until I try to correct wheat I’ve done.
When I was trying to apologize, I felt like such a moron. I was saying things that were really desperate sounding and then a huge argument came up and everyone was accusing one another. It was horrible and nobody trusted anyone. And it was me that started it all; if I had never talked to him in the first place we wouldn’t be in this situation. Rationally, I know its not all my fault. But Irrationally, I know I could of done something to stop it all, I could have been the one to put my foot down and stop it all. And for not doing that, it’s coming back and biting me in the ass.
I went to Olivia’s Friday night. Emily was there too, but we were having so much fun. It was nice to get our minds off the whole situation. But then we made a huge mistake. And I look back at it now and he’s right, it was really immature. Well what we did was got on my old screen name, and he already thought it was someone else. What we were trying to do was get information from another person’s point of view. Well I knew I could leave and not tell him who it really was or I would feel really bad about it Monday. So I told him and we got into another huge argument and at the time I felt so angry and I just wanted to scream so many things right in his face. But remembering it, I do feel immature. I am only 14 but that still isn’t an excuse for the way I acted. And I all I was trying to do was say I was sorry, but I know that isn’t going to work. I hurt so many people not even thinking about it and I made myself, and my family, look completely retarded. But there’s not much else I can do about it.
Sorry Hannah!! But I’m quitting pit! I don’t like it anyway and I don’t feel like wasting my time doing it. Besides I cant play the music anyway and I don’t feel like practicing. And, in January I’d rather take drivers training instead of going to rehearsal for what..? 7 hours. So yah good luck to you all!
It all started Thursday, Olivia, Emily and I stayed after school and just planned on hanging out. Well the night before someone really pissed off Olivia, and she knew she was going to see them that night so she was planning on doing something really mean. Well we were just hanging out in the band room, and HE came and she just let him have it. And you know me and Emily just kind of followed along, even though that little voice in the back of our head was like, ‘Dude don’t be retarded, your going to get your self in trouble’ well being the smart girls we are, we didn’t listen. The whole night seemed like a total blast at the time until we had to leave. When we got home, we all felt so horrible. And it was affecting me the most. I always get the major knot in my stomach, and its so painful it brings me to tears. The only thing about that knot is it will never go away until I try to correct wheat I’ve done.
When I was trying to apologize, I felt like such a moron. I was saying things that were really desperate sounding and then a huge argument came up and everyone was accusing one another. It was horrible and nobody trusted anyone. And it was me that started it all; if I had never talked to him in the first place we wouldn’t be in this situation. Rationally, I know its not all my fault. But Irrationally, I know I could of done something to stop it all, I could have been the one to put my foot down and stop it all. And for not doing that, it’s coming back and biting me in the ass.
I went to Olivia’s Friday night. Emily was there too, but we were having so much fun. It was nice to get our minds off the whole situation. But then we made a huge mistake. And I look back at it now and he’s right, it was really immature. Well what we did was got on my old screen name, and he already thought it was someone else. What we were trying to do was get information from another person’s point of view. Well I knew I could leave and not tell him who it really was or I would feel really bad about it Monday. So I told him and we got into another huge argument and at the time I felt so angry and I just wanted to scream so many things right in his face. But remembering it, I do feel immature. I am only 14 but that still isn’t an excuse for the way I acted. And I all I was trying to do was say I was sorry, but I know that isn’t going to work. I hurt so many people not even thinking about it and I made myself, and my family, look completely retarded. But there’s not much else I can do about it.
Sorry Hannah!! But I’m quitting pit! I don’t like it anyway and I don’t feel like wasting my time doing it. Besides I cant play the music anyway and I don’t feel like practicing. And, in January I’d rather take drivers training instead of going to rehearsal for what..? 7 hours. So yah good luck to you all!
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Two-in-a-row!
Wow, today I had such a good day! So far this week is going out perfect.
This morning, (besides the fact my hair looked like crap) I woke up all re-energized, again I was so surprised. I went to school.. obviously.. and took tests in 1st, 3rd and 5th hr. I think I did REALLY good on all three! In health I didnt guess on any questions, science I kinda had to but I didn't study that, (whoever does annyway?!) and our math retake, I actually got what I was doing!
Olivia, Emily and me are all going through the same problems. Its funny cause when you hang out with someone or someones for so long your personalitys start to match and your problems become the same. So when you all go through it, you go through it together and can help each other out. My friends are so awsome! Us three are the closest we will ever be. We have so many inside jokes, and we always remember most of them. For example, pit on Thursday, were doing somthing code named 'Bushaee Taale Talaee' Haha, none of you will get it, but if our plan works out then I'll explain in more in the future.
I finally got my saxophone back! And hes all shiny and non-broken! The guys at the music shop couldnt figure out what was wrong with it, then once they found out what the 'Original Problem' was they found a bunch more. It was funny cause when my mom got home she came over to me and was like, "Hey Hil, guess who I saw?!" and I said, "Who santa?" then she said, "No, Nick May, he works there, and just came up to me and started talking with me." Well whats ironic about this little storie is, me, Olivia and Emily just got off the phone and were talking about him and their uh people (who shall not be named). So I thought that was pretty funny.
Pit on thursday! I'm excited for it! Vincent and I have a little secret thats gonna go on (unless he wussies out (haha see Nick I spelled it right that time!)) Then me, Olivia and Emily have another secret! Muahaha!!
Until tomorrow! Enjoy my not so novelish post! Cause I gotta go to 4-H.. OH BOY!
This morning, (besides the fact my hair looked like crap) I woke up all re-energized, again I was so surprised. I went to school.. obviously.. and took tests in 1st, 3rd and 5th hr. I think I did REALLY good on all three! In health I didnt guess on any questions, science I kinda had to but I didn't study that, (whoever does annyway?!) and our math retake, I actually got what I was doing!
Olivia, Emily and me are all going through the same problems. Its funny cause when you hang out with someone or someones for so long your personalitys start to match and your problems become the same. So when you all go through it, you go through it together and can help each other out. My friends are so awsome! Us three are the closest we will ever be. We have so many inside jokes, and we always remember most of them. For example, pit on Thursday, were doing somthing code named 'Bushaee Taale Talaee' Haha, none of you will get it, but if our plan works out then I'll explain in more in the future.
I finally got my saxophone back! And hes all shiny and non-broken! The guys at the music shop couldnt figure out what was wrong with it, then once they found out what the 'Original Problem' was they found a bunch more. It was funny cause when my mom got home she came over to me and was like, "Hey Hil, guess who I saw?!" and I said, "Who santa?" then she said, "No, Nick May, he works there, and just came up to me and started talking with me." Well whats ironic about this little storie is, me, Olivia and Emily just got off the phone and were talking about him and their uh people (who shall not be named). So I thought that was pretty funny.
Pit on thursday! I'm excited for it! Vincent and I have a little secret thats gonna go on (unless he wussies out (haha see Nick I spelled it right that time!)) Then me, Olivia and Emily have another secret! Muahaha!!
Until tomorrow! Enjoy my not so novelish post! Cause I gotta go to 4-H.. OH BOY!
Monday, November 15, 2004
Please don't ruin my day..
For once in a long time.. this morning, I actually felt energized. I was so surprised, I had finally got enough sleep on a Sunday-Monday transition.
Today, school actually went surprisingly fast. In health there were like no people there cause todays the first day of gun season. So we did like nothing in that, 2nd hour we were acting out the trial in 'To kill a mocking bird'.. Haha, I was Mr. Gilmer. I toatlly beat Sisto in the trial, I was more convincing. The rest of the hours went by as normal.
In band today, we were suppost to do the chair tests, well I cant do mine cause my saxophone is broken and Allie cant do hers cause shes sick. Anyways all the others did theirs, and Ryan McBride was like flipping out when he got done. He thinks hes just Gods gift to the world, and does everything (involving music) perfectly. Well he came out like so pissed off, and with Ryan, I mean I barley know the kid, but I know that he's either happy or sad/depressed/pissed. Theres like no inbetween for the bipolar freak. Anyway he was like freaking out saying Allie was gonna beat him and I might beat him, and its like dude.. Allies is your girlfriend, its her last year.. Be happy for her if she beats you, you self-centered ass.
When school was finally over, me and Emily got to just hang out. It was so much fun, I would rather sit there with my friends after school then go to pit. We were sitting out in the hall cause we didnt want to go into the band room, cause Nick was the only one in there, and we would feel really awkward. So we were sitting in the hallway, when Erin and Ski came to sit with us. Ski is really cool when hes not pissed off. I think its kinda cool that he was willing to sit out with us three girls and actually become interested in what we were saying. Some guys like that, they seem really annoying and mean, but once you get to know them their actually pretty cool!
Pit was so gay! I absolutly hate the conductor guy. He kepts banging his pencil on the stand, and I was seriously about to take it from him, break it in half then burn it.. (laughing evily in the whole process). Then he treats us like were retarded. I felt bad for Nick cause he was like majorly hounding him on getting the right notes, I could tell he was starting to get annoyed. Vincent was acting hilarious, me and Emily were egging him on to go all rocker on the dude. Im seriously thinking about quiting so I can take drivers ed!
Yah Michelle told me I write to much so im looking back on it now, and it looks like im writing a novel!
Today, school actually went surprisingly fast. In health there were like no people there cause todays the first day of gun season. So we did like nothing in that, 2nd hour we were acting out the trial in 'To kill a mocking bird'.. Haha, I was Mr. Gilmer. I toatlly beat Sisto in the trial, I was more convincing. The rest of the hours went by as normal.
In band today, we were suppost to do the chair tests, well I cant do mine cause my saxophone is broken and Allie cant do hers cause shes sick. Anyways all the others did theirs, and Ryan McBride was like flipping out when he got done. He thinks hes just Gods gift to the world, and does everything (involving music) perfectly. Well he came out like so pissed off, and with Ryan, I mean I barley know the kid, but I know that he's either happy or sad/depressed/pissed. Theres like no inbetween for the bipolar freak. Anyway he was like freaking out saying Allie was gonna beat him and I might beat him, and its like dude.. Allies is your girlfriend, its her last year.. Be happy for her if she beats you, you self-centered ass.
When school was finally over, me and Emily got to just hang out. It was so much fun, I would rather sit there with my friends after school then go to pit. We were sitting out in the hall cause we didnt want to go into the band room, cause Nick was the only one in there, and we would feel really awkward. So we were sitting in the hallway, when Erin and Ski came to sit with us. Ski is really cool when hes not pissed off. I think its kinda cool that he was willing to sit out with us three girls and actually become interested in what we were saying. Some guys like that, they seem really annoying and mean, but once you get to know them their actually pretty cool!
Pit was so gay! I absolutly hate the conductor guy. He kepts banging his pencil on the stand, and I was seriously about to take it from him, break it in half then burn it.. (laughing evily in the whole process). Then he treats us like were retarded. I felt bad for Nick cause he was like majorly hounding him on getting the right notes, I could tell he was starting to get annoyed. Vincent was acting hilarious, me and Emily were egging him on to go all rocker on the dude. Im seriously thinking about quiting so I can take drivers ed!
Yah Michelle told me I write to much so im looking back on it now, and it looks like im writing a novel!
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Are we done yet?!
Woohoo! I love the weekends.. You get to sleep in, and waste the day away by sleeping till 12, lying around till 3, then finally do a little somthing by4.
Well I didn't get to this weekend. Saturday, I had to work at the barn, and I was so tired cause I didn't go to bed till 3am.. (haha oops!). The barn was ohh soo exciting, just like it always is. But there is a program called CANTER, and they rescue throughbreds off the track and try to get them good homes, and some of the people that word for them really are retarded.. I was hoping one of the horses they had out would bite them in the ass when they were bending over cleaning out their feet.
I was planning on helping Olivia move after I got home from the barn, but I got comfy on the couch talking to Emily on the phone, we were talking about the best way to die (that would involve Brad Pitt some how). Emily said, "Well you're a prostitute, and you drop out of highschool at the age of 16, then some how get to Los Angeles. While your there, your standing on a street corner and Brad Pitt comes and picks you up in a limo.. And well obviously, you do IT. But then the next day, you find out you have Brad Pitts AIDS.. and die that day of.. Brad Pitts AIDS!"
We had a lot of really good ways, but that one was by far the best. I eventually went to Olivias new house and spent then night. I got to sleep on the floor, in a sleeping bag. We were up till 2am plaing cards and the board game life. I was the stupid girl in college.. I was eventually $120,000 in debt! Well that was also because i only got 30,000 each payday.. Then I kept landing on the things where you had to pay for you house cause something like.. "Your friend Emily stopped by and was trying to make popcorn, but accidently set your kitchen on fire.. Pay $2093840230298340293 if not insured.." Gee, thanks Emily.
Earlier this morning, lets say 8am, everyone else was already awake and I was just lying there. Well I got up and used the bathroom, I think it was about 30seconds, well I walked back into Olivias room and she was rolling up my nice warm sleeping bag, I hadnt even been out of it for 5 minutes. Well we got donuts and cappichinos(sp), then started packing up their house. It was pretty funny I was the one that kept hitting things against the wall, and my phrase for the day was, "Oops.. Wasnt me!"
Well my day was fun and exciting, and now my arms feel like complete jello, so i'm just gonna stop now! Okay? Okay!
Well I didn't get to this weekend. Saturday, I had to work at the barn, and I was so tired cause I didn't go to bed till 3am.. (haha oops!). The barn was ohh soo exciting, just like it always is. But there is a program called CANTER, and they rescue throughbreds off the track and try to get them good homes, and some of the people that word for them really are retarded.. I was hoping one of the horses they had out would bite them in the ass when they were bending over cleaning out their feet.
I was planning on helping Olivia move after I got home from the barn, but I got comfy on the couch talking to Emily on the phone, we were talking about the best way to die (that would involve Brad Pitt some how). Emily said, "Well you're a prostitute, and you drop out of highschool at the age of 16, then some how get to Los Angeles. While your there, your standing on a street corner and Brad Pitt comes and picks you up in a limo.. And well obviously, you do IT. But then the next day, you find out you have Brad Pitts AIDS.. and die that day of.. Brad Pitts AIDS!"
We had a lot of really good ways, but that one was by far the best. I eventually went to Olivias new house and spent then night. I got to sleep on the floor, in a sleeping bag. We were up till 2am plaing cards and the board game life. I was the stupid girl in college.. I was eventually $120,000 in debt! Well that was also because i only got 30,000 each payday.. Then I kept landing on the things where you had to pay for you house cause something like.. "Your friend Emily stopped by and was trying to make popcorn, but accidently set your kitchen on fire.. Pay $2093840230298340293 if not insured.." Gee, thanks Emily.
Earlier this morning, lets say 8am, everyone else was already awake and I was just lying there. Well I got up and used the bathroom, I think it was about 30seconds, well I walked back into Olivias room and she was rolling up my nice warm sleeping bag, I hadnt even been out of it for 5 minutes. Well we got donuts and cappichinos(sp), then started packing up their house. It was pretty funny I was the one that kept hitting things against the wall, and my phrase for the day was, "Oops.. Wasnt me!"
Well my day was fun and exciting, and now my arms feel like complete jello, so i'm just gonna stop now! Okay? Okay!
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Hall rat!
Today, another ordinary day..
Found myself to be yet again unlucky (at some parts of the day). School went on like normal. Except 6th hour. Haha! Mr. Hitchcock is such a hipacrite(sp). Well a bunch of people were talking while we were suppost to be reading this little magazine so we could discuss it after we were done (which we never did) and everyone was talking and he screamed "Ok everyone needs to write a half page paper on an article in here". Yah that was pretty funny, I refused to write it cause I wasnt talking. He was starting to get pissed at me, but I really didnt care. Then he started yelling at Erin, and Frankie (the toatlly cool sophmore in freshman classes... NOT!) decided he was gonna put his little dumbass coments in, and so Im like well F*ck you asshole. Well of course, right when I say it the classroom is quite and Mr. Hitchcock looks over and goes who said that? And I wanted him to know it was me so I raised my hand and shouted It was me!
He sent me out in the hall but i made sure that on my way out that everyone heard, "It's pretty funny, I say one thing, while retard over there (Josh Fulton) can say all the stuff he wants and yet still sits in the classroom." Wow Mr. Hitchcock was pissed! I personally thought it was hilarious! I laughed so hard. Everyone was so surprised when he sent me out into the hall, cause like half of them hadnt seen me in band the year before.
I FINALLY got home and sat and did nothing just like I told everyone I was gonna do. I sat online till like 5 when Emily came over, then we had to wait like an hour for Olivia. But it was so funny, cause Nick called our house and wanted to know if Eric would go to the battle of the bands with him (lol I know this cause I was listening on the speaker phone... the speaker phone that doesnt have a speaker HAHA!) Me and Emily got a kick out of that.
Olivia called eventually, and we walked down to her house and scared the crap out of her little sister through the window. We were helping them pack before we went to battle of the bands. Olivias new house is SOOO AWSOME!!! I so envy her now.. If you see her house, then mine... mine looks kinda lik a run down shack lol. But Emily and I choose our room in her new house, its the sunroom! Where gonna paint it blue, cause the color now is kinda like puke yellow (or thats how it looks to me!) and were gonna put up curtains! (Thats how far we got lol).
We got to battle of the bands like an hour late, so we missed Bob's van. I was so pissed cause I wanted to see them so bad. I felt so bad afterward but I eventually got over it. There were some really really good bands there! Oh and Emily is a cyber whore!! Her and Brad Shuck have 6 cyber children together! Their names are a, e, i, o, u, and sometimes y. It was really funny, you just kinda had to be there to get it if you dont.
Found myself to be yet again unlucky (at some parts of the day). School went on like normal. Except 6th hour. Haha! Mr. Hitchcock is such a hipacrite(sp). Well a bunch of people were talking while we were suppost to be reading this little magazine so we could discuss it after we were done (which we never did) and everyone was talking and he screamed "Ok everyone needs to write a half page paper on an article in here". Yah that was pretty funny, I refused to write it cause I wasnt talking. He was starting to get pissed at me, but I really didnt care. Then he started yelling at Erin, and Frankie (the toatlly cool sophmore in freshman classes... NOT!) decided he was gonna put his little dumbass coments in, and so Im like well F*ck you asshole. Well of course, right when I say it the classroom is quite and Mr. Hitchcock looks over and goes who said that? And I wanted him to know it was me so I raised my hand and shouted It was me!
He sent me out in the hall but i made sure that on my way out that everyone heard, "It's pretty funny, I say one thing, while retard over there (Josh Fulton) can say all the stuff he wants and yet still sits in the classroom." Wow Mr. Hitchcock was pissed! I personally thought it was hilarious! I laughed so hard. Everyone was so surprised when he sent me out into the hall, cause like half of them hadnt seen me in band the year before.
I FINALLY got home and sat and did nothing just like I told everyone I was gonna do. I sat online till like 5 when Emily came over, then we had to wait like an hour for Olivia. But it was so funny, cause Nick called our house and wanted to know if Eric would go to the battle of the bands with him (lol I know this cause I was listening on the speaker phone... the speaker phone that doesnt have a speaker HAHA!) Me and Emily got a kick out of that.
Olivia called eventually, and we walked down to her house and scared the crap out of her little sister through the window. We were helping them pack before we went to battle of the bands. Olivias new house is SOOO AWSOME!!! I so envy her now.. If you see her house, then mine... mine looks kinda lik a run down shack lol. But Emily and I choose our room in her new house, its the sunroom! Where gonna paint it blue, cause the color now is kinda like puke yellow (or thats how it looks to me!) and were gonna put up curtains! (Thats how far we got lol).
We got to battle of the bands like an hour late, so we missed Bob's van. I was so pissed cause I wanted to see them so bad. I felt so bad afterward but I eventually got over it. There were some really really good bands there! Oh and Emily is a cyber whore!! Her and Brad Shuck have 6 cyber children together! Their names are a, e, i, o, u, and sometimes y. It was really funny, you just kinda had to be there to get it if you dont.
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Veterans day.. The new Friday the 13th
Hey everyone! Happy Friday the.. er Veterans day! I just had a wonderful day!
Well it all started ohh lets say 6am.. My alarm went off, just rolled over and hit snooze 6 times. Haha, well BIG MISTAKE, I was running to get ready in 10 minutes so I wouldnt be late for Jazz Band. Finally got there 10 minutes late. That went ok once I got settled. Then went to class, all normal blah blah blah 1-3 hr blah blah blah. Lunch, wow lunch was fun. Emily stole a cookie Haha!! She gave her money to the guy that was in there, and he gave it back to her and she walked off not knowing she had to give the money to the other woman. Band was ghey, my mouth was completley dead and I kept screwing up while we were recording.. (cause I'm just lucky like that..)
Band finally got over and I was almost late for math. Math was boring as usual, still don't understand anything about geometry.. (haha thats why I failed my last test!) Went to Global Studies with the ass of a teacher Mr. Hitchcock, I only like him cause he smells good, finished my test. The bell rang and I got to stand around for what about an hour and a half. Yah that was exciting. Olivia and I were hanging out with Amy, and were talking to Nick and all the people from the band Bob's Van.
Oh yah! I found out like 5 minutes after the bell rang that I'm going out with Vincent.. LOL, Yah apparently Olivia set us up since we were on each others little love list.. haha. Thanks but I only go out with Aussies! Haha.
Pit was boring as hell, my saxophone broke RIGHT BEFORE it started... Couldnt play the stuff anyway cause Ally and Ryan werent there.. I sat for two hours talking to the Ryan (a.k.a. Skee or whatever) I cant play the music anyway, Im not that smart.. So I guess I might quit so I can do drivers ed. But I still kind of want to do it, I'm not sure.
Now that I've been rambeling on.. Im ready for my Ctrl Alt Delete... START OVER!!!
Well it all started ohh lets say 6am.. My alarm went off, just rolled over and hit snooze 6 times. Haha, well BIG MISTAKE, I was running to get ready in 10 minutes so I wouldnt be late for Jazz Band. Finally got there 10 minutes late. That went ok once I got settled. Then went to class, all normal blah blah blah 1-3 hr blah blah blah. Lunch, wow lunch was fun. Emily stole a cookie Haha!! She gave her money to the guy that was in there, and he gave it back to her and she walked off not knowing she had to give the money to the other woman. Band was ghey, my mouth was completley dead and I kept screwing up while we were recording.. (cause I'm just lucky like that..)
Band finally got over and I was almost late for math. Math was boring as usual, still don't understand anything about geometry.. (haha thats why I failed my last test!) Went to Global Studies with the ass of a teacher Mr. Hitchcock, I only like him cause he smells good, finished my test. The bell rang and I got to stand around for what about an hour and a half. Yah that was exciting. Olivia and I were hanging out with Amy, and were talking to Nick and all the people from the band Bob's Van.
Oh yah! I found out like 5 minutes after the bell rang that I'm going out with Vincent.. LOL, Yah apparently Olivia set us up since we were on each others little love list.. haha. Thanks but I only go out with Aussies! Haha.
Pit was boring as hell, my saxophone broke RIGHT BEFORE it started... Couldnt play the stuff anyway cause Ally and Ryan werent there.. I sat for two hours talking to the Ryan (a.k.a. Skee or whatever) I cant play the music anyway, Im not that smart.. So I guess I might quit so I can do drivers ed. But I still kind of want to do it, I'm not sure.
Now that I've been rambeling on.. Im ready for my Ctrl Alt Delete... START OVER!!!
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Fuzzy Tail!
Another worthless day at school, learned absolutly nothing... Oh, I did learn that I'm gonna marry an Australian! Yes Olivia, Emily and I have made a pact.. To go out with no one but someone who is Australian.. Haha. And where all going to Australia when we graduate! So if you wanna go with us just lemme know.. (Maybe I'll let you go)
It was pretty funny, Emily was freaking out about her love life, its kinda funny cause when you are trying to get over somthing you cant stop talking about it. You say and act like you dont care but its actually eating you up inside, and wont stop till you go completley insane. Yah I've been through that wonderful time. But we not have a code name for our little troubles... Fuzzy Tail. See, think about it like this.. you may not know what were talkin about and Fuzzy Tail is completley off the topic so it all works out!
Made a complete ass of myself today. I was talking to this guy named ______ (you shall never know) But anyway I always say the stupidest things, its pretty retarded if you listen to me. I'll say somthing completley off topic or somthing that is completley wrong. Don't you ever wish you could just do a Ctrl Alt Delete and start your day over? You know how many things I would do differently... It would be kinda like, "Yah you sounded dumb there lets go back and change that.."
Tomorrow I've got pit practice. It's ok.. I feel kinda stupid though, cause when Alex and Ryan play I'm just trying to play the right note. I always have to ask Alex what note it is or how to finger it, and I think shes kinda getting annoyed with me. Their both always way ahead of me when were playing, then that one dude (who likes to mess with my stand..) always looks at me, and everytime I mess up he knows. Its so embarassing. I wish more people would do it, I dont think we will sound very good, cause theres 13 of us..
Oh yah, and for future readers, there is one HUGE thing that will be missing from this thing, I don't want to go through the embarassment about have what happened before come back and bite me in the ass!
It was pretty funny, Emily was freaking out about her love life, its kinda funny cause when you are trying to get over somthing you cant stop talking about it. You say and act like you dont care but its actually eating you up inside, and wont stop till you go completley insane. Yah I've been through that wonderful time. But we not have a code name for our little troubles... Fuzzy Tail. See, think about it like this.. you may not know what were talkin about and Fuzzy Tail is completley off the topic so it all works out!
Made a complete ass of myself today. I was talking to this guy named ______ (you shall never know) But anyway I always say the stupidest things, its pretty retarded if you listen to me. I'll say somthing completley off topic or somthing that is completley wrong. Don't you ever wish you could just do a Ctrl Alt Delete and start your day over? You know how many things I would do differently... It would be kinda like, "Yah you sounded dumb there lets go back and change that.."
Tomorrow I've got pit practice. It's ok.. I feel kinda stupid though, cause when Alex and Ryan play I'm just trying to play the right note. I always have to ask Alex what note it is or how to finger it, and I think shes kinda getting annoyed with me. Their both always way ahead of me when were playing, then that one dude (who likes to mess with my stand..) always looks at me, and everytime I mess up he knows. Its so embarassing. I wish more people would do it, I dont think we will sound very good, cause theres 13 of us..
Oh yah, and for future readers, there is one HUGE thing that will be missing from this thing, I don't want to go through the embarassment about have what happened before come back and bite me in the ass!
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