HAPPY 98th POST!

Yay look it's my 98th post! Two more than it will be 100!! W00t!

Well thank god its Friday. Was it just me or was this week just really long?

The MSU Polo team is suppost to be trailoring in tonight. I hope they like it at our barn cause we put in a lot of free hours in to get down those damn cob webs. *Shudders* So many cob webs.... The barn look awsome though! I don't think I have ever seen it look this good. To bad its the girls polo team... I was hoping maybe there would be some pretty good lookin college guys around more. I've heard the coach is pretty good looking though! ^_~

Hey! I just remembered today is the last day of September! Yay! I'll be able to go out and see Willy pretty soon. I'm excited about seeing him; I'm hoping he might be the one.

We've got another home football game tonight, and I hope we will do good. We're marching 4 songs, and our first two aren't the greatest since we havn't practiced them very much. And the trumpets suck (Except Becca! <3)>. I wanted to watch Saw or The Notebook BUT NOOO! McBride's a pussy and will scream like a girl watching Saw, and cry like a bitch watching The Notebook. (Wow, I amuse myself sometimes when I explain things ^0^).

Wow.. I've got nothing else to write. My life is dull. Dull is good. I like dull. *Insert smiley here*

OH YeAH! I forgot to write about mine and Frannies adventure!

Well, we went to the movies Wednesday night, and saw the Corpse Bride. Toatlly awsome movie but anyway, we came walking out and it was down pouring. So we ran to her truck and she started it and went to turn on the wind shield whipers... and they didn't work. So we sat there for an hour trying to figure out how to turn them on and we were about to give up. Well it started to get hot, so I reached over and turned on the fan. Haha, well once I turned the fan up on full blast the whipers shot on! It was the funniest thing in the world. The little rubber part in the whiper shot off and hit a car on the other side of the parking lot. Good times....


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I'm feeling so sick all of a sudden... And I don't know why. Matt.... That Mountain Dew you gave me was poisoned... WASN'T IT?!

Well, most of my drama has finally come to an end for the time being. I'm happy it has because I just don't mix well with it all. I guess I'm just locking up my feeling for now, and just not caring because in the long run I will only get hurt and I have better things to look forward to. I know locking them up will only make them harder in the future, but I'm willing to take that risk so I can have a moments peace.

Brie and I had a major fight. I felt bad, I had called her and made her cry but I knew I had to get my point through. Well, she started hanging out with the wrong crowd, and me being the 'older sister' in her life was trying to get her to see what she was changing into. I had been down that road once before, hangout out with the druggy crowd where it just gets you into trouble, and I just don't want to see her hurt. I know I'm being over protective of her, but I don't want her to go through the same things that I had to go through, even though I know she has to grow up on her own.

Were looking at another horse. If you don't remember and/or havn't been keeping up with my life.. Ehem... Gabe was put down... So it took me a while to get over that, because I had gotten more attached to him that I had thought. Well, this new ones name is Cheyenne's Will, and he's really pretty. http://www.canterusa.org/michigan/sale/img_CANTER/MIC_Cheyennes_Will-2.jpg <- There's a full body picture of him and, http://www.canterusa.org/michigan/sale/img_CANTER/MIC_Cheyennes_Will.jpg <- a head shot. He's only four years old, and is 16.1 hands so he's still got about a year or so to grow. The thing I'm worried about is they might not approve out barn so he can come with us if we do decide to buy him. I'm really excited about the Big & Rich concert! Okay, get this! I came home and told my parents about getting front row and everything and my dad kinda flips. He's worried that we're going to get crushed in the front and pulls out this small pistol and is completley serious when he wants me to take it. He actually WANTED me to take a GUN to a concert! I freaked out, but I told him no. So he pulls out a complete knife set and I was just like wtf?! So I settled on pepper spray and that was IT. Man... how the hell did I get born into THIS family...? Well, after the football game on Friday we're all (saxophones) are going over to McBride's house; I don't really want to go. Ever since I heard to conversation with him and his mom on the phone I've really been spacing myself from him just because it makes me slightly uncomfortable. Now that I know his mom is a complete bitch, I feel like I walk on egg shells when I'm around him and I have no idea why. When I first went to his house for that party I went with Frannie and whenever I'm with Frannie I'm more comfortable. But being by myself (excluding the others for a moment) I'm going to be a nervous reck. I guess I'm just going to try and stay quite and not end up getting thrown out of his house my his crazy mom.

Well, I'm tired and I need to take a shower before I go to bed so I guess I'm off.

Haha, speaking of the devil's offspring.... Silly McBride....

Ciao..

MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!! FRONT ROW!!!! SCORE!!!!!!!

Big & Rich...... Mmmm.... Big Kenny.... *drools*

Just one more day until the weekend....

Well I'm in sixth hour right now... We're suppost to be making our own webpages... But I have NO idea what to make mine on. So here I am writing in my lovely all time fabulous blog.

Yeah I definitly just got an ear full from the person sitting next to me. I know I should start it... But it's not that I don't want to do it.. I just have no idea what to do it on. Silly people. I have a hard time doing things like this because I want mine to look really good, but I know it won't because I'm not that advanced in the 'web page making.'

Anyway, it's raining outside. I love when it rains. Minus the smell of dead worms; rain is really calming. I like to just relax and listen to it. It should rain more often.

Oh! Big & Rich concert!! The day after Thanksgiving! It's going to be a blast. Jessica is suppost to get the tickets tomorrow morning, and she's going to try and get front row. I can't wait; Big & Rich is going to be so awsome in concert! Plus the Music Mafia is going to be there, along with Cowboy Troy and Gretchen Wilson. I'm hoping to get some pictures and then scan them onto here. Can't wait!

So anyway, I really should try to figure out what I need to do on this website. Or else.... I fail.... *gulp*...

<3 Me

Shit Happens

Surprise! It's Monday!

Wow, there has really been a lot on my mind lately. Everything from the horse show again to guys... *sigh* I'm tired of thinking, then rethinking everything over and over again. I. Need. A. Vacation.

Don't you just love saying that to yourself? 'I Need a Vacation!' Too bad I'll never get one.

Argh! Now I am just toatlly stuck at what to write. I used to write a lot, most of it complaining, but now people are constantly telling me I complain too much and now I'm afraid to write anything. Of course. See people don't understand that complaining is engraved in my personality; and its not goin' anywhere. Hilary complains a lot and she is sarcastic so just get used to it.

Go me... I just toatlly switched into 3rd person!

Well, the guy I used to like, is just turning into somebody I cannot stand. All of a sudden he just... changed. I don't understand why. Things were going good I mean we were both friends but now he's just really distant. When I try to ask him somthing he snaps at me; everything is just really confusing.

The guy I liked last year for some reason is just really sticking in my mind. Haha... Skywalker. We came up with his name last year. Good times.

Yeah; I toatlly sound like a little obsessed school girl. Go me. I rule.

Lalalala.....

6th hour is really boring did you know that? Internet Web Design. Gayest/easiest class ever(Juuuuussstt Kidding!! lol Rachel). So I'm wasting one of my work days to do nothing. Cause I feel like it.

I guess I'm done. I just felt like updating and complaining some more.

So what did you think? Did I complain enough for you?

Ciao >=P

Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You

Have you ever heard the phrase, "You learn somthing new everyday?" I definitly learned somthing today and for some reason, it's really bugging me.

High school is a bitch. We all know this. But have you ever really thought of your social standings? Yes I know you say you really don't care, I say it myself, but deep down a part of you does, and you constantly do small things to try and fit in. I always thought I sort of got along with everyone... Well today I learned a certain *cough*Preppy whore*cough* group is 'scared' of me. Well personally a part of me thinks it is an accomplishment; another part of me is frustrated. Honestly, I always thought I was a fun person to be around. I make a lot of people laugh and I've never really pushed mean feelings toward ANYONE. It does hurt that people really actually sit and judge me because of my height and how I could probably break them in two, but it really shows me that no matter how good of a friend I think I may have, theres always going to be that part of me that thinks their judging me.

*Sigh* am I really that intimidating?

School in general hasn't been going well either. I'm struggling in a lot of my classes, and I'm just finding myself more emotional about EVERYTHING. What happened to the Hilary that couldn't give a shit?! WHO STOLE HER! GIVE HER BACK! It's bad enough I feel like I'm practically being ripped in two, and were only about five weeks into school...

For some reason I just have the sudden urge to write. I really want to actually write a story and finish it. The farthest I've gotten on one is about 13 pages. Not to shabby, but I could do better. Give me some ideas; writing make the world get better.

You know, were playing this song in band... and I like fell in love with it ^-^ So I decided to put it in here

Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like heaven to touch. I wanna
hold you so much. At long last love has
arrived. And I thank God I'm alive. You're
just too good to be true. Can't take my
eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare. There's nothing
else to compare. The sight of you leaves me
weak. There are no words left to speak.
But if you feel like I feel. Please let me know
that it's real. You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I need you baby, and if it's quite all right,
I need you baby to warm a lonely night. I love
you baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh pretty
baby, don't bring me down I pray. Oh pretty
baby, now that I found you, stay. And let me
love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like heaven to touch. I wanna
hold you so much. At long last love has
arrived. And I thank God I'm alive. You're
just too good to be true. Can't take my
eyes off you.

I need you baby, and if it's quite all right,
I need you baby to warm a lonely night. I love
you baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh pretty
baby, don't bring me down I pray. Oh pretty
baby, now that I found you, stay. And let me
love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....

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