Ahh, home at last! Okay... so I got home like 6 hours ago... I'm still glad to be home!
Yesterday we left home at 1:30-ish. I was talking to Olivia like for an hour before we left, she wanted to know if I could go to the mall (the day before would have worked...). Anyway, when we got on the road, I called shotgun and mom was driving, so Eric got back (Muaha!). We listened to Keith Urban all the way there. The funny thing about that is Eric despises country music, and country is one of my favorites.
When we got to the hotel, my Uncle Steve, Aunt Carol, Jessica and Scott, Grandma and Grandpa pulled in right after us. What sucked though, was they only had one room ready, apparently the people that stayed there before us asked for a late checkout - which left our huge family sitting in one small little room, and the hall way. Everyone else showed up pretty soon after us; we were probably waiting for 45 minutes before all of our room's were ready. The boy's went to my room to go play the game cube that my brother took, then I just wondered around with Bethany (since it was just us two girls).
During that time we did nothing...
After like 5 hours, me and Bethany finally decided we were GOING to open presents. So we went into the sweet, where everyone was sitting, and demanded we get our presents before the boy's get theirs. So we opened all of our present's. I got this huge scrap booking set from my Aunt Carol and Uncle Steve. It's so awsome, I could tell my Aunt Carol spent a lot of money on it, Bethany got the same thing too. Then I got Raising Helen, a really cute bracelet, gift cards, a necklace, a little stuffed pony (Thanks grandma!), and I'm sure I missed a few thing's, but that was about it.
Afterward, we ordered pizza, then me and Bethany went boy scouting. Well I gotta be honest, this year was a let down... We only found one actual decent looking kid, so we just ended up watching TV for majority of the evening. When it came to sleeping arangements... Me and Bethany toatlly got screwed. We slept in the sweet, on the floor. Jessica was in there too, meaning it was hard to sleep at times. Jessica has this disease that completley paralysis (sp?) her. She cant speak, move, or do anything on her own. So all night she was making these grunting, and spitty and other ODD noises that kept us from sleeping. We were up till 3ish cause we couldn't sleep, then woke back up at 4:30. It was a rough night...
This morning, our youngest cousin Garrett was out swimming with my Uncle Joel. He is the cutest, but loudest little kid when he gets going. With the door closed, a little fan thing on, and Jessica's noises, we could hear him down in the pool perfectly. We opened the door, and he was just swimming happily around, it was so cute. Nothing happened this morning, so we went to breakfast, talked for a few more hours, then left.
I was surprised, this year's family get together, wasn't a complete let down. Me and Bethany had a lot of fun (even though she's still a total ditz). But next year, me and Bethany are toatlly getting our own room!
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Continuation of Randomness
Today was just a normal Sunday. Woke up at noon and just ended up lying around.
Last night I was talking to Jessica, and she got a pen-pal from over seas. Well it's not just any pen-pal, it's a soldier stationed in Iraq. The awsome thing is, he's the same age as her and is single. When she told me that, I was like, 'Well if he send's you a picture of himself, and he's hot would you freak out?' She like, 'YES!' I thought that was so cool. She said that when soldier's have pen-pals like that; when they come home they search to find their pen-pal to meet them. She sent me the link explaining it, but she forgot I was 5 years younger than her, and they don't draft people my age lol.
I was reading people's blog's today. It's so cool reading about other people live's. I found this one where the woman's mother had gotten cancer, and each of her posts was about how she was dealing with it, and how her mother was doing. Her last post was yesterday, and it said how she got the best Christmas present ever, her mom came home from the hospital. While I was reading it I was thinking, Wow it's so unbelievable what some people go through, and how they have to deal with it - along with their normal daily things.
I read a mans blog, and it was kind of sad. I think he is one of the strongest people I've heard about. He had gone through so much medical stuff, and his skin died and thing's we all normally do were chore's for him, like going to the restroom. But when I was reading some of his posts, not in one of them was he upset or sad for himself. That man truely did love life, he took nothing for granted. He just loved his family so much, I couldn't believe he was as happy and strong as he is after going through everything.
Tomorrow I'm going up near Northville to a hotel to visit my family. I'm not real excited, were only staying till Tuesday though. When we go to these family things, my brother and I alway's feel real awkward because were Holland's and their all Flayer's. Most of them are really rich, and from the upper cities when were from a little town, and are getting by fine. I'm going to be with my cousin Bethany, she's a cheerleader, a little annoying. She's the kind of girl with the little purse full of makeup, the really skinny 'Oh my gosh I broke a nail' type. I love her of course because she's my cousin, but if she wasn't I know she would be the type of person I couldn't stand.
The new Troy movie comes out in 9 days. Olivia, Emily and I are going to have a Troy party. Yes, I know it sound's stupid, but were looking forward to it. We were laughing when we invited some guys to it, we told them there was going to be a lot of pausing at the Brad close up's and a lot of girl talk. They just kind of stared at us, it was really funny. We were thinking about going into Planet Video and asking for some of the Troy sign's their going to put up. I think it would be funny to just casually walk out with one under your arm, but that's just me.
Well, until probably Tuesday night, TaTa! And Merry one day late Christmas!
Last night I was talking to Jessica, and she got a pen-pal from over seas. Well it's not just any pen-pal, it's a soldier stationed in Iraq. The awsome thing is, he's the same age as her and is single. When she told me that, I was like, 'Well if he send's you a picture of himself, and he's hot would you freak out?' She like, 'YES!' I thought that was so cool. She said that when soldier's have pen-pals like that; when they come home they search to find their pen-pal to meet them. She sent me the link explaining it, but she forgot I was 5 years younger than her, and they don't draft people my age lol.
I was reading people's blog's today. It's so cool reading about other people live's. I found this one where the woman's mother had gotten cancer, and each of her posts was about how she was dealing with it, and how her mother was doing. Her last post was yesterday, and it said how she got the best Christmas present ever, her mom came home from the hospital. While I was reading it I was thinking, Wow it's so unbelievable what some people go through, and how they have to deal with it - along with their normal daily things.
I read a mans blog, and it was kind of sad. I think he is one of the strongest people I've heard about. He had gone through so much medical stuff, and his skin died and thing's we all normally do were chore's for him, like going to the restroom. But when I was reading some of his posts, not in one of them was he upset or sad for himself. That man truely did love life, he took nothing for granted. He just loved his family so much, I couldn't believe he was as happy and strong as he is after going through everything.
Tomorrow I'm going up near Northville to a hotel to visit my family. I'm not real excited, were only staying till Tuesday though. When we go to these family things, my brother and I alway's feel real awkward because were Holland's and their all Flayer's. Most of them are really rich, and from the upper cities when were from a little town, and are getting by fine. I'm going to be with my cousin Bethany, she's a cheerleader, a little annoying. She's the kind of girl with the little purse full of makeup, the really skinny 'Oh my gosh I broke a nail' type. I love her of course because she's my cousin, but if she wasn't I know she would be the type of person I couldn't stand.
The new Troy movie comes out in 9 days. Olivia, Emily and I are going to have a Troy party. Yes, I know it sound's stupid, but were looking forward to it. We were laughing when we invited some guys to it, we told them there was going to be a lot of pausing at the Brad close up's and a lot of girl talk. They just kind of stared at us, it was really funny. We were thinking about going into Planet Video and asking for some of the Troy sign's their going to put up. I think it would be funny to just casually walk out with one under your arm, but that's just me.
Well, until probably Tuesday night, TaTa! And Merry one day late Christmas!
Saturday, December 25, 2004
Christmas hurry up...
Merry Christmas! I hope your Christmas was a whole hell of a lot better than mine!
Usually every Christmas morning, I don't get much sleep the night before, so I'm automatically up by like 6am, and I run around and make everyone wake up. Well this year, Christmas just didn't interest me, so I slept till 10 and my mom came into my room and was like 'Hil are you sick?!'. I only got a few things I asked for, my main this were CD's and DVD's but I got clothes, makeup, a nail kit, one DVD - which was Princess Diarys 2 (I think its a cute movie!), and then a new 100 watt stereo. The stereo is so big it doesn't fit where my old one did, so I have to try and find a spot in my room, but its awsome cause its a 20 disc changable.
We went to my Grandma and Aunt Patti's house like we always do. On the way there my dad was being such a prick, he was flooring it to sort of spin (thinking he was cool...). Then we were driving towards the highway and my brother saw Hooters, so he screamed out the name really loud. We all started to laugh, then my moms like, "Gee, they should make a jockys place for women to go eat." Then my brother goes, "No mom, it would be called Peckers." Everyone in the car started laughing, then my dad like freaked out and told her she wasn't aloud to talk and he couldn't believe she said that. So I go, "Well dad, you say things about ten times worse than that, so who are you to tell someone to talk or not." He was pissed and told me off, saying how it was a 'Holy Day' and we shouldn't be talking like that.
When we got to my Grandma's, we ate lots of her good foor, and then I heard my dad start talking about Play Boy magazines, and I was like what the hell? So I mocked him and was like "A Holy Day is it now?" He yelled at me again, he was being pissy and really self centered as usual. Then on the way home, he was like flooring it down the highway, then he made us freak out thinking we got a damn flat tire. I swear I could have ripped his head off if I had gotten the chance, he was being such an ass I couldn't believe it. I felt so bad for my mom, because the other night she was talking to me about how she wanted one holiday that wasn't ruined. I think this one got ruined because he was being so self centered and selfish, all he did was talking about how he didn't like where he lived, and what was wrong with the things we all did. Then everything he does was so perfect and so on..
I hate this years Christmas, it always gets ruined for some reason or another, and now I get to listen to my friends who got kick ass gifts, and who had an awsome time. *sigh* Cause I'm just lucky like that...
Usually every Christmas morning, I don't get much sleep the night before, so I'm automatically up by like 6am, and I run around and make everyone wake up. Well this year, Christmas just didn't interest me, so I slept till 10 and my mom came into my room and was like 'Hil are you sick?!'. I only got a few things I asked for, my main this were CD's and DVD's but I got clothes, makeup, a nail kit, one DVD - which was Princess Diarys 2 (I think its a cute movie!), and then a new 100 watt stereo. The stereo is so big it doesn't fit where my old one did, so I have to try and find a spot in my room, but its awsome cause its a 20 disc changable.
We went to my Grandma and Aunt Patti's house like we always do. On the way there my dad was being such a prick, he was flooring it to sort of spin (thinking he was cool...). Then we were driving towards the highway and my brother saw Hooters, so he screamed out the name really loud. We all started to laugh, then my moms like, "Gee, they should make a jockys place for women to go eat." Then my brother goes, "No mom, it would be called Peckers." Everyone in the car started laughing, then my dad like freaked out and told her she wasn't aloud to talk and he couldn't believe she said that. So I go, "Well dad, you say things about ten times worse than that, so who are you to tell someone to talk or not." He was pissed and told me off, saying how it was a 'Holy Day' and we shouldn't be talking like that.
When we got to my Grandma's, we ate lots of her good foor, and then I heard my dad start talking about Play Boy magazines, and I was like what the hell? So I mocked him and was like "A Holy Day is it now?" He yelled at me again, he was being pissy and really self centered as usual. Then on the way home, he was like flooring it down the highway, then he made us freak out thinking we got a damn flat tire. I swear I could have ripped his head off if I had gotten the chance, he was being such an ass I couldn't believe it. I felt so bad for my mom, because the other night she was talking to me about how she wanted one holiday that wasn't ruined. I think this one got ruined because he was being so self centered and selfish, all he did was talking about how he didn't like where he lived, and what was wrong with the things we all did. Then everything he does was so perfect and so on..
I hate this years Christmas, it always gets ruined for some reason or another, and now I get to listen to my friends who got kick ass gifts, and who had an awsome time. *sigh* Cause I'm just lucky like that...
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Laziness will conqure
Yay for another day of nothing. I love these kind of days, when you get to stay nice and warm in your cozy bed sheets while your parent's scurry off to work early. Then get up, and eat some nice holiday cookies for breakfast, then decide to take a nice warm shower for the first time in 2 days. Yeah.... thats the life.
Well this morning my brother woke me up at 8:30 *sigh* cause we had to go work at the barn... It was funny, he wouldn't get up and get dressed, so I screamed at him, and was saying I wouldn't go, and for him to grow up. Well just like I wanted, he got up (fear that I wouldn't go and help him) Muaha! Thankfully there were two other girls out there to help, April and Tiffany, they weren't the fastest, but by the time we got there the water was already done, and four people cleaning stalls is a breeze. We got done withen an hour, then talked to Jessica a bit, then left.
When we got home, I called my mom and made her freak out, thinking that we both had over slept and completely forgot about going out to the barn. The joy of torturing my family mentally! Yeah, so the rest of the day I just laid around. I took like an hour shower then watched the movie 'Walking Tall' with The Rock and Johnny Knoxville. Wow, that movie is awsome, my brother kept making fun of me because I would rewind it when they were cutting up that one guys truck, and he barked at them, then Johnny would crack up. Every time he would crack up, I would too (Yes, I am simple minded enough to do that... Nothing wrong with that...).
Bah.. Tomorrow I have to attempt to go Christmas shopping. I'm not even excited about Christmas this year. I get to sit home by myself for the week before, travel all over hell to see annoying family the week after, then go back to school. *sigh* I guess it's okay for a little while, just to sit at home and relax, but a week by yourself, thats pretty bad if you think about it. I'm not going to know how to act when I go back to school. I am going to be so socially deprived I be quite (for the first time in my life, while awake).
Well, I'm off to go do nothing. I'll sit online and play solitaire for about 10 minutes, then wonder off to do somthing else.. Now that you know my adgenda... Im off! TaTa!
Well this morning my brother woke me up at 8:30 *sigh* cause we had to go work at the barn... It was funny, he wouldn't get up and get dressed, so I screamed at him, and was saying I wouldn't go, and for him to grow up. Well just like I wanted, he got up (fear that I wouldn't go and help him) Muaha! Thankfully there were two other girls out there to help, April and Tiffany, they weren't the fastest, but by the time we got there the water was already done, and four people cleaning stalls is a breeze. We got done withen an hour, then talked to Jessica a bit, then left.
When we got home, I called my mom and made her freak out, thinking that we both had over slept and completely forgot about going out to the barn. The joy of torturing my family mentally! Yeah, so the rest of the day I just laid around. I took like an hour shower then watched the movie 'Walking Tall' with The Rock and Johnny Knoxville. Wow, that movie is awsome, my brother kept making fun of me because I would rewind it when they were cutting up that one guys truck, and he barked at them, then Johnny would crack up. Every time he would crack up, I would too (Yes, I am simple minded enough to do that... Nothing wrong with that...).
Bah.. Tomorrow I have to attempt to go Christmas shopping. I'm not even excited about Christmas this year. I get to sit home by myself for the week before, travel all over hell to see annoying family the week after, then go back to school. *sigh* I guess it's okay for a little while, just to sit at home and relax, but a week by yourself, thats pretty bad if you think about it. I'm not going to know how to act when I go back to school. I am going to be so socially deprived I be quite (for the first time in my life, while awake).
Well, I'm off to go do nothing. I'll sit online and play solitaire for about 10 minutes, then wonder off to do somthing else.. Now that you know my adgenda... Im off! TaTa!
Monday, December 20, 2004
Random thoughts..
Well, the first day of break today.. Hmm.. I can tell these next two weeks are going to drag on.
Before anything else, sorry Joe, you just completley caught me off guard when you started talking about him. Plus I wasn't in a good mood as it was, so again I'm sorry for going demonish on you.
I've found that I don't have a very exciting life *sigh*... Lets see, yesterday I sat here all day doing nothing and just listening to music. Today I'm going to sit here all day and listen to music. But the funny thing is, once my radio runs out of time (radio@netscape) I listen to country on Media Player, and it plays the same stuff over and over and over again. Yesterday I stripped my hair though, that was the highlight of my day (sad isn't it..), I am now officially a natural blonde again.
I almost want to go back to school. It's pretty odd for me to say it, but it's true. Well now that I actually think about it, maybe I don't. School is too filled with drama, everyone's going through the 'Oh my god, will you go out with me?' or 'I'm so much more popular than you because my dads rich, and I'm a stupid little preppy whore!'
Yeah, sitting at home - doing nothing - is so much better...
It really sucks when you can't drive. If I could drive, I wouldn't be home right now, wasting my life away typing about wasting my life away. Oh well, I'm taking driver's training in January (hopefully) but what sucks is that the classes are during the week of exams (of course..).
This morning when I woke up, I walked out to the kitchen and I just glanced at the paper and it said 60 more soldiers killed in Iraq. I didn't dare pick it up. I don't even know why were still in Iraq, we keep sending more soldiers to have a bunch of them killed. To even think about the soldiers on TV you see... to think about them dead really doesn't kick in for a long time. But if you sit and actually think about it, their never going to be able to see the light of day again, never to read the paper and do the things most of us take for granted.
Well I suppose I'm done, if I continue writing I know it's just going to turn into a ramble, and end up writing somthing about zebras or somthing.
Before anything else, sorry Joe, you just completley caught me off guard when you started talking about him. Plus I wasn't in a good mood as it was, so again I'm sorry for going demonish on you.
I've found that I don't have a very exciting life *sigh*... Lets see, yesterday I sat here all day doing nothing and just listening to music. Today I'm going to sit here all day and listen to music. But the funny thing is, once my radio runs out of time (radio@netscape) I listen to country on Media Player, and it plays the same stuff over and over and over again. Yesterday I stripped my hair though, that was the highlight of my day (sad isn't it..), I am now officially a natural blonde again.
I almost want to go back to school. It's pretty odd for me to say it, but it's true. Well now that I actually think about it, maybe I don't. School is too filled with drama, everyone's going through the 'Oh my god, will you go out with me?' or 'I'm so much more popular than you because my dads rich, and I'm a stupid little preppy whore!'
Yeah, sitting at home - doing nothing - is so much better...
It really sucks when you can't drive. If I could drive, I wouldn't be home right now, wasting my life away typing about wasting my life away. Oh well, I'm taking driver's training in January (hopefully) but what sucks is that the classes are during the week of exams (of course..).
This morning when I woke up, I walked out to the kitchen and I just glanced at the paper and it said 60 more soldiers killed in Iraq. I didn't dare pick it up. I don't even know why were still in Iraq, we keep sending more soldiers to have a bunch of them killed. To even think about the soldiers on TV you see... to think about them dead really doesn't kick in for a long time. But if you sit and actually think about it, their never going to be able to see the light of day again, never to read the paper and do the things most of us take for granted.
Well I suppose I'm done, if I continue writing I know it's just going to turn into a ramble, and end up writing somthing about zebras or somthing.
Saturday, December 18, 2004
Danger - not in a good mood
ERR I HATE PEOPLE!!! They annoy the hell out of me sometimes!!
Well, lets start out with my LOVING PRICK ASS BROTHER! Hes annoying, doesn't know when to shut up, doesn't listen to people when they tell him TO LEAVE THEM ALONE. I'm about to rip out my hair in frustration.
Last night at the basketball game SKYWALKER LEFT! I was like noo! I was only there cause he was there. *sigh* god just hates me apparently...
Hmm Joe, if you read this Fuck you! I don't like him, I would rather kill myself before ever liking a stupid jerk off like him. I Despise him with all of my heart and soul. So don't even talk to me about him, we don't hang out anymore besides band so you have no fucking idea whats going on. Ohh, big deal he was over at you house last night, when I was with Emily we saw him walking and told her mom to hit him, if I were driving I probably would have in an instant...
Err People are ANNOYING! I think I just need to go hang out with Jessica for a few days, she hates people too so we'll get along just fine..
Well, lets start out with my LOVING PRICK ASS BROTHER! Hes annoying, doesn't know when to shut up, doesn't listen to people when they tell him TO LEAVE THEM ALONE. I'm about to rip out my hair in frustration.
Last night at the basketball game SKYWALKER LEFT! I was like noo! I was only there cause he was there. *sigh* god just hates me apparently...
Hmm Joe, if you read this Fuck you! I don't like him, I would rather kill myself before ever liking a stupid jerk off like him. I Despise him with all of my heart and soul. So don't even talk to me about him, we don't hang out anymore besides band so you have no fucking idea whats going on. Ohh, big deal he was over at you house last night, when I was with Emily we saw him walking and told her mom to hit him, if I were driving I probably would have in an instant...
Err People are ANNOYING! I think I just need to go hang out with Jessica for a few days, she hates people too so we'll get along just fine..
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Skywalker!
Today was such a good day! Surprisingly this week is flying by, to me it almost feels like schools going to be completley out.
Long and behold, the 16th! Emily has been talking about this day for like EVER! She finally got her braces off!! She looks so good, yet different without them. She has to wear this big plastic mold, she looks utterly retarded when she trys to laugh with it in. We went with her right after school, and I told them I wanted to see skywalker (nickname that you shall never know who its to) but I never did. So we were waiting out front and Trisha's grandpa came in this little old car. We were going down grand river and oh my god. The first car I looked over to, IT WAS SKYWALKER!! I was so embarrassed to be in the old run down car. I like pushed my hair into my face really fast but Olivia said he was looking at me, so obviously knew it was me..
When we got there all we did was sit and read people magazine, Keith Urban was in one (Muaha!) and when Emily came out she was just grinning ear to ear. I was so happy for her, she has really improved since the last week, shes not the normal ditzy stupid Emily, she the Emily that will stand up for herself and not get beaten when she gets married (Haha inside joke). We went back to Emilys moms work and went downstairs and watched Oceans Eleven before we left.
I am now officially out of pit! I'm so happy, it was driving me mad, plus the event that just took place really didn't help. I'm not going to get into all that, but lets just say someone needs to see a counsler about a few of their other personalities. I'm going to explain to Mrs. Nolen tomorrow to break off completley!
5th hour is now my favorite class! Me and Olivia moved from up front next to annoying preps (except the one behind me) to back with Amber and Justin and Michael. Plus I'm closer to someone *grins evily*. I was looking at Olivia and she was looking at "Him" and she would push on my foot every time he looked over at me. Everytime I would just go out into a full blush, I was trying not to look over, but I always ended up looking. It's going to suck not being able to see him for 2 weeks *sigh* maybe I should slip my screen name into his binder (Muaha!).
Long and behold, the 16th! Emily has been talking about this day for like EVER! She finally got her braces off!! She looks so good, yet different without them. She has to wear this big plastic mold, she looks utterly retarded when she trys to laugh with it in. We went with her right after school, and I told them I wanted to see skywalker (nickname that you shall never know who its to) but I never did. So we were waiting out front and Trisha's grandpa came in this little old car. We were going down grand river and oh my god. The first car I looked over to, IT WAS SKYWALKER!! I was so embarrassed to be in the old run down car. I like pushed my hair into my face really fast but Olivia said he was looking at me, so obviously knew it was me..
When we got there all we did was sit and read people magazine, Keith Urban was in one (Muaha!) and when Emily came out she was just grinning ear to ear. I was so happy for her, she has really improved since the last week, shes not the normal ditzy stupid Emily, she the Emily that will stand up for herself and not get beaten when she gets married (Haha inside joke). We went back to Emilys moms work and went downstairs and watched Oceans Eleven before we left.
I am now officially out of pit! I'm so happy, it was driving me mad, plus the event that just took place really didn't help. I'm not going to get into all that, but lets just say someone needs to see a counsler about a few of their other personalities. I'm going to explain to Mrs. Nolen tomorrow to break off completley!
5th hour is now my favorite class! Me and Olivia moved from up front next to annoying preps (except the one behind me) to back with Amber and Justin and Michael. Plus I'm closer to someone *grins evily*. I was looking at Olivia and she was looking at "Him" and she would push on my foot every time he looked over at me. Everytime I would just go out into a full blush, I was trying not to look over, but I always ended up looking. It's going to suck not being able to see him for 2 weeks *sigh* maybe I should slip my screen name into his binder (Muaha!).
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Winter Wonderland
Weee Tuesday night already! This week so far is flying by, and its the last week before Christmas Break Muaha!
Tonight we have a Jazz band concert *gulp* and I have a solo in Winter Wonderland. I was talking to Joe about it today and hes like, "I'll stand up and finger it for you, but you actually play!" I was laughing so hard after he told me that.. Its so going to suck when he moves... Last night we had the regular Concert band concert, I thought we completley sucked, or at least I did. Right before we went onto stage I made another A.D.H.D remark... Of course, Ms Dupis went to the Mic. and was like "I want to thank blah blah blah for doin this and this blah blah. Rhonda DALSkdjas" And right when she said Rhonda, I remembered Ms J from last year and everytime I would see her I always went "RHON-DA!" And not even thinking about it I screamed it out LOUD. I was so embarassed I slapped my hand to my mouth, haha everyone afterwards was like 'Nice one Hilary, Hey good one, Your too funny' Ms Dupis still doesnt know it was me Muaha!
Today 3rd hour was so much fun. As you may or may not know me, Emily and Olivia are all in that class together (Dont worry, I know what your thinking... Uh-oh). Anyway... I got really bored so I started flipping through my biology book and I found a picture of this retarded looking rhino like with its head up and looking kinda Emily-ish. So I screamed out "OH MY GOD, LOOK EMILY ITS JUST LIKE YOU!" That was funny, Emily I'm so sorry but its to easy... Last night she showed up at the concert with her shirt on backwards LOL!! Me and Olivia were laughing so hard.
Oh yeah! My story that Im writing, yeah well I decided I am going to make Emily die. See, she was messing around saying she was making out with Keith Urban (and hes mine on the island buaha!) so I told her this is the way shes going to die, "Your gonna be with Heath one night and hes going to tell you he loves you, but then the next day your going to walk in and see Heath and Brad bufuing and become freakishly depressed. So you tie a rock to your head and drown yourslef" MUAHAHA! yes, that is from the inner workings of my mind. So all week I've been drawing pictures of Emily jumping off a rock, with a rock on her head, into the hot spring. Haha I had a lot of other ideas that Olivia helped me come up with, but that was by far the best.
Well, off I go to finish my health project *gag* its about SCARLET FEVER Woohoo... Too-ta-loo!
Tonight we have a Jazz band concert *gulp* and I have a solo in Winter Wonderland. I was talking to Joe about it today and hes like, "I'll stand up and finger it for you, but you actually play!" I was laughing so hard after he told me that.. Its so going to suck when he moves... Last night we had the regular Concert band concert, I thought we completley sucked, or at least I did. Right before we went onto stage I made another A.D.H.D remark... Of course, Ms Dupis went to the Mic. and was like "I want to thank blah blah blah for doin this and this blah blah. Rhonda DALSkdjas" And right when she said Rhonda, I remembered Ms J from last year and everytime I would see her I always went "RHON-DA!" And not even thinking about it I screamed it out LOUD. I was so embarassed I slapped my hand to my mouth, haha everyone afterwards was like 'Nice one Hilary, Hey good one, Your too funny' Ms Dupis still doesnt know it was me Muaha!
Today 3rd hour was so much fun. As you may or may not know me, Emily and Olivia are all in that class together (Dont worry, I know what your thinking... Uh-oh). Anyway... I got really bored so I started flipping through my biology book and I found a picture of this retarded looking rhino like with its head up and looking kinda Emily-ish. So I screamed out "OH MY GOD, LOOK EMILY ITS JUST LIKE YOU!" That was funny, Emily I'm so sorry but its to easy... Last night she showed up at the concert with her shirt on backwards LOL!! Me and Olivia were laughing so hard.
Oh yeah! My story that Im writing, yeah well I decided I am going to make Emily die. See, she was messing around saying she was making out with Keith Urban (and hes mine on the island buaha!) so I told her this is the way shes going to die, "Your gonna be with Heath one night and hes going to tell you he loves you, but then the next day your going to walk in and see Heath and Brad bufuing and become freakishly depressed. So you tie a rock to your head and drown yourslef" MUAHAHA! yes, that is from the inner workings of my mind. So all week I've been drawing pictures of Emily jumping off a rock, with a rock on her head, into the hot spring. Haha I had a lot of other ideas that Olivia helped me come up with, but that was by far the best.
Well, off I go to finish my health project *gag* its about SCARLET FEVER Woohoo... Too-ta-loo!
Saturday, December 11, 2004
One-More-Week
TGITW! (If your not smart enough to figure out my 'Code' that means Thank god its the weekend) This last week sooo just dragged on. My patience with people was beginning to run low and I was about to punch someone.
This past week was very.. interesting. I embarrassed my self countless times, I made myself look really retarded, and it was Bitch week this week also. See, Bitch week started at lunch, when Two girls (you know who you are..) didnt get to sit in their little spot at lunch. They sit there everyday, giggling and staring at some guy on the other side of the room. Their always saying "Oh my god.. look at his hair today" or "Oh my god, he so just looked at me! I bet he likes me (giggle)" Hmm, well, let me straighten that out for you ladies, he was looking at the pretty girl at the NEXT table, sorry but good luck. But anyway me, Olivia, and Trisha sat in their spots one day and they toatlly FREAKED OUT! It was pretty hilarious, they were spazzing out and going al crazy about it. Then when me and Olivia left they said somthing to Trisha like "What is this bitch week?!" Funny... Kerry just said that to one of them the other day haha losers..
I would like to just say one thing.. CANTER people are retarded. The canter program is a bunch of people that take throughbreds off the track and try to find them good homes. Anyway me and Jessica we riding today and Amaliee was riding a few horses for some people that apparently got a little deal for them cause the founder of the program Joanne is a ditz and give the cheap horses away as a package deal. Anyway Jessica had left, and I was in by myself till they came in with Probability (Billy) and when she got on him I swear to god that horse could hear my thoughts because I was thinking he should throw he off, and right after I thought that he started doing this little buck thing then looked straight over at me and Nightingale.. Too bad she had a good grip... psh...
ONLY ONE MORE WEEK TILL CHRISTMAS BREAK!! WOOHOOO!!!! Sleeping in till 11, doing nothing till 3 getting up at 4, go to bed by 2! Muaha! The joy of vacations!! Jessica and I are gonna go see a bunch of movies then! If she ever get any money haha LoSeR!
This past week was very.. interesting. I embarrassed my self countless times, I made myself look really retarded, and it was Bitch week this week also. See, Bitch week started at lunch, when Two girls (you know who you are..) didnt get to sit in their little spot at lunch. They sit there everyday, giggling and staring at some guy on the other side of the room. Their always saying "Oh my god.. look at his hair today" or "Oh my god, he so just looked at me! I bet he likes me (giggle)" Hmm, well, let me straighten that out for you ladies, he was looking at the pretty girl at the NEXT table, sorry but good luck. But anyway me, Olivia, and Trisha sat in their spots one day and they toatlly FREAKED OUT! It was pretty hilarious, they were spazzing out and going al crazy about it. Then when me and Olivia left they said somthing to Trisha like "What is this bitch week?!" Funny... Kerry just said that to one of them the other day haha losers..
I would like to just say one thing.. CANTER people are retarded. The canter program is a bunch of people that take throughbreds off the track and try to find them good homes. Anyway me and Jessica we riding today and Amaliee was riding a few horses for some people that apparently got a little deal for them cause the founder of the program Joanne is a ditz and give the cheap horses away as a package deal. Anyway Jessica had left, and I was in by myself till they came in with Probability (Billy) and when she got on him I swear to god that horse could hear my thoughts because I was thinking he should throw he off, and right after I thought that he started doing this little buck thing then looked straight over at me and Nightingale.. Too bad she had a good grip... psh...
ONLY ONE MORE WEEK TILL CHRISTMAS BREAK!! WOOHOOO!!!! Sleeping in till 11, doing nothing till 3 getting up at 4, go to bed by 2! Muaha! The joy of vacations!! Jessica and I are gonna go see a bunch of movies then! If she ever get any money haha LoSeR!
Monday, December 06, 2004
Oops..
Woohoo! Mondays are always so much fun... Waking up early, staying at the school for 12 hours, almost killing someone behind a door in the band room....
This morning, started off like any normal morning. Woke up cranky, went to Jazz band, McBride is still Bipolar (No one has proved me wrong yet Muaha!). When to first hour. But wait, in first hour were watching the 'Miracle of life' video. HAHA wow, its like a Biology movie! But tomorrow we have to actually watch the birth part...
The school day was dull as usual, but after school was exciting. First we were just walking around (we = Me, Emily and Olivia) trying to find somthing to do. But we just eventually sat down and started talking about what I should put into my story, cause I'm running out of ideas. Then Olivia was trying to put stuff in Emily's hair, and she was freaking out and ran behind a a door. Well the door closes in the corner, so she was stuck back there. Me and Olivia had held it shut and were poking her with things. It was so unbelievably funny, we were laughing so hard. But once Emily started to become quite got really nervous, so we let her out and she was crying. We felt so bad afterward because she kept saying stuff like, 'I can't feel my body, it's like all tingly' So we were trying to follow her and make sure she wasnt going to pass out and die.
Then pit started, and I FINISHED MY MATH HOMEWORK (laughs evily)... Yes, I hate math, I failed another test... I don't understand.. I do fine on the homework and quizzes, but I always fail the tests. And damn those tests they count for majority of our grade. Oh well, my parents failed geometry haha so they can't say anything!!
Well I'm off to go add Brad Pitt into my story! (Ou La La!) It shall be great Muah!
This morning, started off like any normal morning. Woke up cranky, went to Jazz band, McBride is still Bipolar (No one has proved me wrong yet Muaha!). When to first hour. But wait, in first hour were watching the 'Miracle of life' video. HAHA wow, its like a Biology movie! But tomorrow we have to actually watch the birth part...
The school day was dull as usual, but after school was exciting. First we were just walking around (we = Me, Emily and Olivia) trying to find somthing to do. But we just eventually sat down and started talking about what I should put into my story, cause I'm running out of ideas. Then Olivia was trying to put stuff in Emily's hair, and she was freaking out and ran behind a a door. Well the door closes in the corner, so she was stuck back there. Me and Olivia had held it shut and were poking her with things. It was so unbelievably funny, we were laughing so hard. But once Emily started to become quite got really nervous, so we let her out and she was crying. We felt so bad afterward because she kept saying stuff like, 'I can't feel my body, it's like all tingly' So we were trying to follow her and make sure she wasnt going to pass out and die.
Then pit started, and I FINISHED MY MATH HOMEWORK (laughs evily)... Yes, I hate math, I failed another test... I don't understand.. I do fine on the homework and quizzes, but I always fail the tests. And damn those tests they count for majority of our grade. Oh well, my parents failed geometry haha so they can't say anything!!
Well I'm off to go add Brad Pitt into my story! (Ou La La!) It shall be great Muah!
Sunday, December 05, 2004
Huh?
Wee.. half the power is out so I've got nothing better to do than write in this... Ironic isnt it.. half of the power is out.. Haha well it was planned like that!
Wow, nothing to do on this beautiful Sunday afternoon... I could be riding my horse but I have no one to drive me out there (and I'm sure as hell not going to walk!). So I've comfied (sp?) myself here in the chair I stole out of the living room! The process was funny getting it in here, Olivia helped me drag it in. Then the next day my dad told me to put 'A' chair back, so I rolled the computer chair in where the recliner (sp?) was. I was laughing while he was yelling at me, and now theres a big empty spot in the living room cause I havn't felt the need to move it back.
Well, last night I learned that I am going to fly down and see Calvin (none of you know him) and were going to see a Wilt concert then have crazy sex afterward. Haha, I turned him down on the drinking and getting high. Oh wait, I remember now, I turned him down for all three. It was when he started talking about this girl who got rapped, then like dissapeared. He heard that she rapped her dog in the process... O.o' with a strap on at that. Ewww.. That girl needs to see a counsler...
As you may be able to tell I have nothing exciting to write about... The parade last night was really cold, and my sax broke right before we started so I kept playing a wrong note, haha it sounded really bad. I was half freezing to death. But when we we're done marching Me and Emily were sitting at my moms truck waiting for our parents. Well she had BLUE lights on (the only one with blue haha.. loser!) and she was turning it on and off, on and off thinking she was going to get her moms attention. Then she noticed herself in the bank window, it was really funny cause we were like screaming as people were walking by (staring might I add).. Yah it sounds kinda dumb, but you just had to be there..
Well the power is back on so I'm going to waste my life away infront of the TV! Yay for TV... Adios for now!
Wow, nothing to do on this beautiful Sunday afternoon... I could be riding my horse but I have no one to drive me out there (and I'm sure as hell not going to walk!). So I've comfied (sp?) myself here in the chair I stole out of the living room! The process was funny getting it in here, Olivia helped me drag it in. Then the next day my dad told me to put 'A' chair back, so I rolled the computer chair in where the recliner (sp?) was. I was laughing while he was yelling at me, and now theres a big empty spot in the living room cause I havn't felt the need to move it back.
Well, last night I learned that I am going to fly down and see Calvin (none of you know him) and were going to see a Wilt concert then have crazy sex afterward. Haha, I turned him down on the drinking and getting high. Oh wait, I remember now, I turned him down for all three. It was when he started talking about this girl who got rapped, then like dissapeared. He heard that she rapped her dog in the process... O.o' with a strap on at that. Ewww.. That girl needs to see a counsler...
As you may be able to tell I have nothing exciting to write about... The parade last night was really cold, and my sax broke right before we started so I kept playing a wrong note, haha it sounded really bad. I was half freezing to death. But when we we're done marching Me and Emily were sitting at my moms truck waiting for our parents. Well she had BLUE lights on (the only one with blue haha.. loser!) and she was turning it on and off, on and off thinking she was going to get her moms attention. Then she noticed herself in the bank window, it was really funny cause we were like screaming as people were walking by (staring might I add).. Yah it sounds kinda dumb, but you just had to be there..
Well the power is back on so I'm going to waste my life away infront of the TV! Yay for TV... Adios for now!
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Jazz band meeting!!
I finally decided to update to this... arent you just so happy?!
Well, its thursday, tomorrows friday! Yay for friday. This week has gone by so fast its kinda unbelieveable. Yesterday, I went to go see a Christmas Carol. I sat next to Olivia and Ski, and it was funny cause I kept moving around and he was getting mad cause I was making noise. I thought it was funny so I continued to do it. So at the 10 minute break he ordered me to take off my coat so I wouldnt keep making noise, well i did but just put it over top of me. It was so cold in there though, I had my coat over my chest then took olivias coat and put it over my legs. But that was a bad idea cause I almost fell asleep.. Oops!
The main reason I havent updated for so long is because Im writing a story! The whole thing started when I was talking to Olivia. I was really overwhelmed and needed a vacation. Well thats where to story came from. Its about me, Emily and Olivia getting stranded on a island off the coast of Australia. Its really good (or at least everyone whos read it thinks so) its got Keith Urban, Heath Ledger and Keeth Leadger (<- made him up haha poor Olivia) But no... theres no 'Doing it' on the island. Sorry not into writing book porn about my friends!!
Pit today was a lot of fun surprisingly (Wait correction, before pit was fun). Vincent, Olivia, Emily, Joe, John-Nathan, Becca, Neil and I we all pitched in and ordered 3-large pizzas from hungry howies. It was funny cause I had to talk to Ms. Dupis on the phone when we were trying to get the key for the damn band room, and she specifictly told me that we were not to eat it in the band room. Haha, we put a sweat-shirt in between a back door so it wouldnt lock, and we wouldnt have to pass Ms. Kelsey. When we were waiting for the pizza we kept telling everyone that we had to get to the "Jazz band meeting" so random people wouldnt walk in and eat our pizza. When the pizza got there, we all ran to the jazz band room and locked the door. Joe conveniently had cups in his locker for out 2-2leters of pop.
Now the actual pit, well it dragged like usually. But me, Alex and Joe came up with a story about a 7 year old girl with a long silvery beard who had sex with stuffed elephants. The story is pretty funny, and if you think that sound bad.. ask Emily and Olivia to read theirs!! Talk about MAJOR BOOK PORN!! Dirty sick people.............. And I thought I had a dirty mind..
Well Adios for now.. I wouldnt expect another one for a little while! Sorry Kara!
Well, its thursday, tomorrows friday! Yay for friday. This week has gone by so fast its kinda unbelieveable. Yesterday, I went to go see a Christmas Carol. I sat next to Olivia and Ski, and it was funny cause I kept moving around and he was getting mad cause I was making noise. I thought it was funny so I continued to do it. So at the 10 minute break he ordered me to take off my coat so I wouldnt keep making noise, well i did but just put it over top of me. It was so cold in there though, I had my coat over my chest then took olivias coat and put it over my legs. But that was a bad idea cause I almost fell asleep.. Oops!
The main reason I havent updated for so long is because Im writing a story! The whole thing started when I was talking to Olivia. I was really overwhelmed and needed a vacation. Well thats where to story came from. Its about me, Emily and Olivia getting stranded on a island off the coast of Australia. Its really good (or at least everyone whos read it thinks so) its got Keith Urban, Heath Ledger and Keeth Leadger (<- made him up haha poor Olivia) But no... theres no 'Doing it' on the island. Sorry not into writing book porn about my friends!!
Pit today was a lot of fun surprisingly (Wait correction, before pit was fun). Vincent, Olivia, Emily, Joe, John-Nathan, Becca, Neil and I we all pitched in and ordered 3-large pizzas from hungry howies. It was funny cause I had to talk to Ms. Dupis on the phone when we were trying to get the key for the damn band room, and she specifictly told me that we were not to eat it in the band room. Haha, we put a sweat-shirt in between a back door so it wouldnt lock, and we wouldnt have to pass Ms. Kelsey. When we were waiting for the pizza we kept telling everyone that we had to get to the "Jazz band meeting" so random people wouldnt walk in and eat our pizza. When the pizza got there, we all ran to the jazz band room and locked the door. Joe conveniently had cups in his locker for out 2-2leters of pop.
Now the actual pit, well it dragged like usually. But me, Alex and Joe came up with a story about a 7 year old girl with a long silvery beard who had sex with stuffed elephants. The story is pretty funny, and if you think that sound bad.. ask Emily and Olivia to read theirs!! Talk about MAJOR BOOK PORN!! Dirty sick people.............. And I thought I had a dirty mind..
Well Adios for now.. I wouldnt expect another one for a little while! Sorry Kara!
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Caution - This blog is For your eyes, no parents! You have been warned.
Yay for Thanksgiving break! A good break, but not as good as Christmas break.
Wow, some people really get on my nerves. You know, the ones who graduated high school and has no friends HIS own age. It's funny, he thinks he knows everything about how relationships work.. hmm funny, hes had one girlfriend. F-Y-I, YOU ASSHOLE!! You know nothing about women!! You will NEVER... I repeat NEVER EVER know anything about how women act. OH MY GOSH - he just makes me so mad. Who the Fuck is he to tell us that were immature?! He doesnt even know who the fuck we are! Well dude, if you read this.. I hate you. You are the one that is immature, stop thinking your better AND OR smarter than us because of you senority. Your age has nothing to do with the kind of person you are. Haha, and if you are reading this, your prolly saying to yourself, 'Ok whatever, dude you need to grow up blah blah blah' Well again F-Y-I, I dont care!
Now that ive got that out! On a lighter note.. Its ***Snowing*** I love the snow, the first snow of the year, its always great to just watch it fall (or at least till you get bored and or have nothing better to do). But today I was like on the phone ALL day. I woke up at what... 11:30, and emily called at 12. I talked to her till 3, then was talking to Olivia from about 3:10 till maybe 4ish. Then maybe at 5 i think it was Vincent called and I was on the phone with him till like 6ish. Yes so my left ear is nice and deaf.
Right now, I wish I had a good book to read. When I read (haha Emily, Book Porn) it always seems to makes life alot easier at that moment in time. Like all of your problems are gone and you just wish you could freeze your life in that moment. Cause you imagine how that person in the book is feeling, but then they are always happy by the end. Usually a book never ends on a bad note, their always happy and in love or free from whatever was bothering them. It would make life so much easier if we could do that. Just work our problems out so smoothly and always end up happily ever after.
Well I spose I'm done cause Vincent... I mean 'Paraviccini' from the italian mafia wants to read it, and his patience are LOW. WELL FINE HERE READ IT!!
Wow, some people really get on my nerves. You know, the ones who graduated high school and has no friends HIS own age. It's funny, he thinks he knows everything about how relationships work.. hmm funny, hes had one girlfriend. F-Y-I, YOU ASSHOLE!! You know nothing about women!! You will NEVER... I repeat NEVER EVER know anything about how women act. OH MY GOSH - he just makes me so mad. Who the Fuck is he to tell us that were immature?! He doesnt even know who the fuck we are! Well dude, if you read this.. I hate you. You are the one that is immature, stop thinking your better AND OR smarter than us because of you senority. Your age has nothing to do with the kind of person you are. Haha, and if you are reading this, your prolly saying to yourself, 'Ok whatever, dude you need to grow up blah blah blah' Well again F-Y-I, I dont care!
Now that ive got that out! On a lighter note.. Its ***Snowing*** I love the snow, the first snow of the year, its always great to just watch it fall (or at least till you get bored and or have nothing better to do). But today I was like on the phone ALL day. I woke up at what... 11:30, and emily called at 12. I talked to her till 3, then was talking to Olivia from about 3:10 till maybe 4ish. Then maybe at 5 i think it was Vincent called and I was on the phone with him till like 6ish. Yes so my left ear is nice and deaf.
Right now, I wish I had a good book to read. When I read (haha Emily, Book Porn) it always seems to makes life alot easier at that moment in time. Like all of your problems are gone and you just wish you could freeze your life in that moment. Cause you imagine how that person in the book is feeling, but then they are always happy by the end. Usually a book never ends on a bad note, their always happy and in love or free from whatever was bothering them. It would make life so much easier if we could do that. Just work our problems out so smoothly and always end up happily ever after.
Well I spose I'm done cause Vincent... I mean 'Paraviccini' from the italian mafia wants to read it, and his patience are LOW. WELL FINE HERE READ IT!!
Monday, November 22, 2004
Damn you Darkangel
Whoa, my life is so messed up lately. It kind of went from fine to Holy shit!
It all started Thursday, Olivia, Emily and I stayed after school and just planned on hanging out. Well the night before someone really pissed off Olivia, and she knew she was going to see them that night so she was planning on doing something really mean. Well we were just hanging out in the band room, and HE came and she just let him have it. And you know me and Emily just kind of followed along, even though that little voice in the back of our head was like, ‘Dude don’t be retarded, your going to get your self in trouble’ well being the smart girls we are, we didn’t listen. The whole night seemed like a total blast at the time until we had to leave. When we got home, we all felt so horrible. And it was affecting me the most. I always get the major knot in my stomach, and its so painful it brings me to tears. The only thing about that knot is it will never go away until I try to correct wheat I’ve done.
When I was trying to apologize, I felt like such a moron. I was saying things that were really desperate sounding and then a huge argument came up and everyone was accusing one another. It was horrible and nobody trusted anyone. And it was me that started it all; if I had never talked to him in the first place we wouldn’t be in this situation. Rationally, I know its not all my fault. But Irrationally, I know I could of done something to stop it all, I could have been the one to put my foot down and stop it all. And for not doing that, it’s coming back and biting me in the ass.
I went to Olivia’s Friday night. Emily was there too, but we were having so much fun. It was nice to get our minds off the whole situation. But then we made a huge mistake. And I look back at it now and he’s right, it was really immature. Well what we did was got on my old screen name, and he already thought it was someone else. What we were trying to do was get information from another person’s point of view. Well I knew I could leave and not tell him who it really was or I would feel really bad about it Monday. So I told him and we got into another huge argument and at the time I felt so angry and I just wanted to scream so many things right in his face. But remembering it, I do feel immature. I am only 14 but that still isn’t an excuse for the way I acted. And I all I was trying to do was say I was sorry, but I know that isn’t going to work. I hurt so many people not even thinking about it and I made myself, and my family, look completely retarded. But there’s not much else I can do about it.
Sorry Hannah!! But I’m quitting pit! I don’t like it anyway and I don’t feel like wasting my time doing it. Besides I cant play the music anyway and I don’t feel like practicing. And, in January I’d rather take drivers training instead of going to rehearsal for what..? 7 hours. So yah good luck to you all!
It all started Thursday, Olivia, Emily and I stayed after school and just planned on hanging out. Well the night before someone really pissed off Olivia, and she knew she was going to see them that night so she was planning on doing something really mean. Well we were just hanging out in the band room, and HE came and she just let him have it. And you know me and Emily just kind of followed along, even though that little voice in the back of our head was like, ‘Dude don’t be retarded, your going to get your self in trouble’ well being the smart girls we are, we didn’t listen. The whole night seemed like a total blast at the time until we had to leave. When we got home, we all felt so horrible. And it was affecting me the most. I always get the major knot in my stomach, and its so painful it brings me to tears. The only thing about that knot is it will never go away until I try to correct wheat I’ve done.
When I was trying to apologize, I felt like such a moron. I was saying things that were really desperate sounding and then a huge argument came up and everyone was accusing one another. It was horrible and nobody trusted anyone. And it was me that started it all; if I had never talked to him in the first place we wouldn’t be in this situation. Rationally, I know its not all my fault. But Irrationally, I know I could of done something to stop it all, I could have been the one to put my foot down and stop it all. And for not doing that, it’s coming back and biting me in the ass.
I went to Olivia’s Friday night. Emily was there too, but we were having so much fun. It was nice to get our minds off the whole situation. But then we made a huge mistake. And I look back at it now and he’s right, it was really immature. Well what we did was got on my old screen name, and he already thought it was someone else. What we were trying to do was get information from another person’s point of view. Well I knew I could leave and not tell him who it really was or I would feel really bad about it Monday. So I told him and we got into another huge argument and at the time I felt so angry and I just wanted to scream so many things right in his face. But remembering it, I do feel immature. I am only 14 but that still isn’t an excuse for the way I acted. And I all I was trying to do was say I was sorry, but I know that isn’t going to work. I hurt so many people not even thinking about it and I made myself, and my family, look completely retarded. But there’s not much else I can do about it.
Sorry Hannah!! But I’m quitting pit! I don’t like it anyway and I don’t feel like wasting my time doing it. Besides I cant play the music anyway and I don’t feel like practicing. And, in January I’d rather take drivers training instead of going to rehearsal for what..? 7 hours. So yah good luck to you all!
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Two-in-a-row!
Wow, today I had such a good day! So far this week is going out perfect.
This morning, (besides the fact my hair looked like crap) I woke up all re-energized, again I was so surprised. I went to school.. obviously.. and took tests in 1st, 3rd and 5th hr. I think I did REALLY good on all three! In health I didnt guess on any questions, science I kinda had to but I didn't study that, (whoever does annyway?!) and our math retake, I actually got what I was doing!
Olivia, Emily and me are all going through the same problems. Its funny cause when you hang out with someone or someones for so long your personalitys start to match and your problems become the same. So when you all go through it, you go through it together and can help each other out. My friends are so awsome! Us three are the closest we will ever be. We have so many inside jokes, and we always remember most of them. For example, pit on Thursday, were doing somthing code named 'Bushaee Taale Talaee' Haha, none of you will get it, but if our plan works out then I'll explain in more in the future.
I finally got my saxophone back! And hes all shiny and non-broken! The guys at the music shop couldnt figure out what was wrong with it, then once they found out what the 'Original Problem' was they found a bunch more. It was funny cause when my mom got home she came over to me and was like, "Hey Hil, guess who I saw?!" and I said, "Who santa?" then she said, "No, Nick May, he works there, and just came up to me and started talking with me." Well whats ironic about this little storie is, me, Olivia and Emily just got off the phone and were talking about him and their uh people (who shall not be named). So I thought that was pretty funny.
Pit on thursday! I'm excited for it! Vincent and I have a little secret thats gonna go on (unless he wussies out (haha see Nick I spelled it right that time!)) Then me, Olivia and Emily have another secret! Muahaha!!
Until tomorrow! Enjoy my not so novelish post! Cause I gotta go to 4-H.. OH BOY!
This morning, (besides the fact my hair looked like crap) I woke up all re-energized, again I was so surprised. I went to school.. obviously.. and took tests in 1st, 3rd and 5th hr. I think I did REALLY good on all three! In health I didnt guess on any questions, science I kinda had to but I didn't study that, (whoever does annyway?!) and our math retake, I actually got what I was doing!
Olivia, Emily and me are all going through the same problems. Its funny cause when you hang out with someone or someones for so long your personalitys start to match and your problems become the same. So when you all go through it, you go through it together and can help each other out. My friends are so awsome! Us three are the closest we will ever be. We have so many inside jokes, and we always remember most of them. For example, pit on Thursday, were doing somthing code named 'Bushaee Taale Talaee' Haha, none of you will get it, but if our plan works out then I'll explain in more in the future.
I finally got my saxophone back! And hes all shiny and non-broken! The guys at the music shop couldnt figure out what was wrong with it, then once they found out what the 'Original Problem' was they found a bunch more. It was funny cause when my mom got home she came over to me and was like, "Hey Hil, guess who I saw?!" and I said, "Who santa?" then she said, "No, Nick May, he works there, and just came up to me and started talking with me." Well whats ironic about this little storie is, me, Olivia and Emily just got off the phone and were talking about him and their uh people (who shall not be named). So I thought that was pretty funny.
Pit on thursday! I'm excited for it! Vincent and I have a little secret thats gonna go on (unless he wussies out (haha see Nick I spelled it right that time!)) Then me, Olivia and Emily have another secret! Muahaha!!
Until tomorrow! Enjoy my not so novelish post! Cause I gotta go to 4-H.. OH BOY!
Monday, November 15, 2004
Please don't ruin my day..
For once in a long time.. this morning, I actually felt energized. I was so surprised, I had finally got enough sleep on a Sunday-Monday transition.
Today, school actually went surprisingly fast. In health there were like no people there cause todays the first day of gun season. So we did like nothing in that, 2nd hour we were acting out the trial in 'To kill a mocking bird'.. Haha, I was Mr. Gilmer. I toatlly beat Sisto in the trial, I was more convincing. The rest of the hours went by as normal.
In band today, we were suppost to do the chair tests, well I cant do mine cause my saxophone is broken and Allie cant do hers cause shes sick. Anyways all the others did theirs, and Ryan McBride was like flipping out when he got done. He thinks hes just Gods gift to the world, and does everything (involving music) perfectly. Well he came out like so pissed off, and with Ryan, I mean I barley know the kid, but I know that he's either happy or sad/depressed/pissed. Theres like no inbetween for the bipolar freak. Anyway he was like freaking out saying Allie was gonna beat him and I might beat him, and its like dude.. Allies is your girlfriend, its her last year.. Be happy for her if she beats you, you self-centered ass.
When school was finally over, me and Emily got to just hang out. It was so much fun, I would rather sit there with my friends after school then go to pit. We were sitting out in the hall cause we didnt want to go into the band room, cause Nick was the only one in there, and we would feel really awkward. So we were sitting in the hallway, when Erin and Ski came to sit with us. Ski is really cool when hes not pissed off. I think its kinda cool that he was willing to sit out with us three girls and actually become interested in what we were saying. Some guys like that, they seem really annoying and mean, but once you get to know them their actually pretty cool!
Pit was so gay! I absolutly hate the conductor guy. He kepts banging his pencil on the stand, and I was seriously about to take it from him, break it in half then burn it.. (laughing evily in the whole process). Then he treats us like were retarded. I felt bad for Nick cause he was like majorly hounding him on getting the right notes, I could tell he was starting to get annoyed. Vincent was acting hilarious, me and Emily were egging him on to go all rocker on the dude. Im seriously thinking about quiting so I can take drivers ed!
Yah Michelle told me I write to much so im looking back on it now, and it looks like im writing a novel!
Today, school actually went surprisingly fast. In health there were like no people there cause todays the first day of gun season. So we did like nothing in that, 2nd hour we were acting out the trial in 'To kill a mocking bird'.. Haha, I was Mr. Gilmer. I toatlly beat Sisto in the trial, I was more convincing. The rest of the hours went by as normal.
In band today, we were suppost to do the chair tests, well I cant do mine cause my saxophone is broken and Allie cant do hers cause shes sick. Anyways all the others did theirs, and Ryan McBride was like flipping out when he got done. He thinks hes just Gods gift to the world, and does everything (involving music) perfectly. Well he came out like so pissed off, and with Ryan, I mean I barley know the kid, but I know that he's either happy or sad/depressed/pissed. Theres like no inbetween for the bipolar freak. Anyway he was like freaking out saying Allie was gonna beat him and I might beat him, and its like dude.. Allies is your girlfriend, its her last year.. Be happy for her if she beats you, you self-centered ass.
When school was finally over, me and Emily got to just hang out. It was so much fun, I would rather sit there with my friends after school then go to pit. We were sitting out in the hall cause we didnt want to go into the band room, cause Nick was the only one in there, and we would feel really awkward. So we were sitting in the hallway, when Erin and Ski came to sit with us. Ski is really cool when hes not pissed off. I think its kinda cool that he was willing to sit out with us three girls and actually become interested in what we were saying. Some guys like that, they seem really annoying and mean, but once you get to know them their actually pretty cool!
Pit was so gay! I absolutly hate the conductor guy. He kepts banging his pencil on the stand, and I was seriously about to take it from him, break it in half then burn it.. (laughing evily in the whole process). Then he treats us like were retarded. I felt bad for Nick cause he was like majorly hounding him on getting the right notes, I could tell he was starting to get annoyed. Vincent was acting hilarious, me and Emily were egging him on to go all rocker on the dude. Im seriously thinking about quiting so I can take drivers ed!
Yah Michelle told me I write to much so im looking back on it now, and it looks like im writing a novel!
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Are we done yet?!
Woohoo! I love the weekends.. You get to sleep in, and waste the day away by sleeping till 12, lying around till 3, then finally do a little somthing by4.
Well I didn't get to this weekend. Saturday, I had to work at the barn, and I was so tired cause I didn't go to bed till 3am.. (haha oops!). The barn was ohh soo exciting, just like it always is. But there is a program called CANTER, and they rescue throughbreds off the track and try to get them good homes, and some of the people that word for them really are retarded.. I was hoping one of the horses they had out would bite them in the ass when they were bending over cleaning out their feet.
I was planning on helping Olivia move after I got home from the barn, but I got comfy on the couch talking to Emily on the phone, we were talking about the best way to die (that would involve Brad Pitt some how). Emily said, "Well you're a prostitute, and you drop out of highschool at the age of 16, then some how get to Los Angeles. While your there, your standing on a street corner and Brad Pitt comes and picks you up in a limo.. And well obviously, you do IT. But then the next day, you find out you have Brad Pitts AIDS.. and die that day of.. Brad Pitts AIDS!"
We had a lot of really good ways, but that one was by far the best. I eventually went to Olivias new house and spent then night. I got to sleep on the floor, in a sleeping bag. We were up till 2am plaing cards and the board game life. I was the stupid girl in college.. I was eventually $120,000 in debt! Well that was also because i only got 30,000 each payday.. Then I kept landing on the things where you had to pay for you house cause something like.. "Your friend Emily stopped by and was trying to make popcorn, but accidently set your kitchen on fire.. Pay $2093840230298340293 if not insured.." Gee, thanks Emily.
Earlier this morning, lets say 8am, everyone else was already awake and I was just lying there. Well I got up and used the bathroom, I think it was about 30seconds, well I walked back into Olivias room and she was rolling up my nice warm sleeping bag, I hadnt even been out of it for 5 minutes. Well we got donuts and cappichinos(sp), then started packing up their house. It was pretty funny I was the one that kept hitting things against the wall, and my phrase for the day was, "Oops.. Wasnt me!"
Well my day was fun and exciting, and now my arms feel like complete jello, so i'm just gonna stop now! Okay? Okay!
Well I didn't get to this weekend. Saturday, I had to work at the barn, and I was so tired cause I didn't go to bed till 3am.. (haha oops!). The barn was ohh soo exciting, just like it always is. But there is a program called CANTER, and they rescue throughbreds off the track and try to get them good homes, and some of the people that word for them really are retarded.. I was hoping one of the horses they had out would bite them in the ass when they were bending over cleaning out their feet.
I was planning on helping Olivia move after I got home from the barn, but I got comfy on the couch talking to Emily on the phone, we were talking about the best way to die (that would involve Brad Pitt some how). Emily said, "Well you're a prostitute, and you drop out of highschool at the age of 16, then some how get to Los Angeles. While your there, your standing on a street corner and Brad Pitt comes and picks you up in a limo.. And well obviously, you do IT. But then the next day, you find out you have Brad Pitts AIDS.. and die that day of.. Brad Pitts AIDS!"
We had a lot of really good ways, but that one was by far the best. I eventually went to Olivias new house and spent then night. I got to sleep on the floor, in a sleeping bag. We were up till 2am plaing cards and the board game life. I was the stupid girl in college.. I was eventually $120,000 in debt! Well that was also because i only got 30,000 each payday.. Then I kept landing on the things where you had to pay for you house cause something like.. "Your friend Emily stopped by and was trying to make popcorn, but accidently set your kitchen on fire.. Pay $2093840230298340293 if not insured.." Gee, thanks Emily.
Earlier this morning, lets say 8am, everyone else was already awake and I was just lying there. Well I got up and used the bathroom, I think it was about 30seconds, well I walked back into Olivias room and she was rolling up my nice warm sleeping bag, I hadnt even been out of it for 5 minutes. Well we got donuts and cappichinos(sp), then started packing up their house. It was pretty funny I was the one that kept hitting things against the wall, and my phrase for the day was, "Oops.. Wasnt me!"
Well my day was fun and exciting, and now my arms feel like complete jello, so i'm just gonna stop now! Okay? Okay!
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Hall rat!
Today, another ordinary day..
Found myself to be yet again unlucky (at some parts of the day). School went on like normal. Except 6th hour. Haha! Mr. Hitchcock is such a hipacrite(sp). Well a bunch of people were talking while we were suppost to be reading this little magazine so we could discuss it after we were done (which we never did) and everyone was talking and he screamed "Ok everyone needs to write a half page paper on an article in here". Yah that was pretty funny, I refused to write it cause I wasnt talking. He was starting to get pissed at me, but I really didnt care. Then he started yelling at Erin, and Frankie (the toatlly cool sophmore in freshman classes... NOT!) decided he was gonna put his little dumbass coments in, and so Im like well F*ck you asshole. Well of course, right when I say it the classroom is quite and Mr. Hitchcock looks over and goes who said that? And I wanted him to know it was me so I raised my hand and shouted It was me!
He sent me out in the hall but i made sure that on my way out that everyone heard, "It's pretty funny, I say one thing, while retard over there (Josh Fulton) can say all the stuff he wants and yet still sits in the classroom." Wow Mr. Hitchcock was pissed! I personally thought it was hilarious! I laughed so hard. Everyone was so surprised when he sent me out into the hall, cause like half of them hadnt seen me in band the year before.
I FINALLY got home and sat and did nothing just like I told everyone I was gonna do. I sat online till like 5 when Emily came over, then we had to wait like an hour for Olivia. But it was so funny, cause Nick called our house and wanted to know if Eric would go to the battle of the bands with him (lol I know this cause I was listening on the speaker phone... the speaker phone that doesnt have a speaker HAHA!) Me and Emily got a kick out of that.
Olivia called eventually, and we walked down to her house and scared the crap out of her little sister through the window. We were helping them pack before we went to battle of the bands. Olivias new house is SOOO AWSOME!!! I so envy her now.. If you see her house, then mine... mine looks kinda lik a run down shack lol. But Emily and I choose our room in her new house, its the sunroom! Where gonna paint it blue, cause the color now is kinda like puke yellow (or thats how it looks to me!) and were gonna put up curtains! (Thats how far we got lol).
We got to battle of the bands like an hour late, so we missed Bob's van. I was so pissed cause I wanted to see them so bad. I felt so bad afterward but I eventually got over it. There were some really really good bands there! Oh and Emily is a cyber whore!! Her and Brad Shuck have 6 cyber children together! Their names are a, e, i, o, u, and sometimes y. It was really funny, you just kinda had to be there to get it if you dont.
Found myself to be yet again unlucky (at some parts of the day). School went on like normal. Except 6th hour. Haha! Mr. Hitchcock is such a hipacrite(sp). Well a bunch of people were talking while we were suppost to be reading this little magazine so we could discuss it after we were done (which we never did) and everyone was talking and he screamed "Ok everyone needs to write a half page paper on an article in here". Yah that was pretty funny, I refused to write it cause I wasnt talking. He was starting to get pissed at me, but I really didnt care. Then he started yelling at Erin, and Frankie (the toatlly cool sophmore in freshman classes... NOT!) decided he was gonna put his little dumbass coments in, and so Im like well F*ck you asshole. Well of course, right when I say it the classroom is quite and Mr. Hitchcock looks over and goes who said that? And I wanted him to know it was me so I raised my hand and shouted It was me!
He sent me out in the hall but i made sure that on my way out that everyone heard, "It's pretty funny, I say one thing, while retard over there (Josh Fulton) can say all the stuff he wants and yet still sits in the classroom." Wow Mr. Hitchcock was pissed! I personally thought it was hilarious! I laughed so hard. Everyone was so surprised when he sent me out into the hall, cause like half of them hadnt seen me in band the year before.
I FINALLY got home and sat and did nothing just like I told everyone I was gonna do. I sat online till like 5 when Emily came over, then we had to wait like an hour for Olivia. But it was so funny, cause Nick called our house and wanted to know if Eric would go to the battle of the bands with him (lol I know this cause I was listening on the speaker phone... the speaker phone that doesnt have a speaker HAHA!) Me and Emily got a kick out of that.
Olivia called eventually, and we walked down to her house and scared the crap out of her little sister through the window. We were helping them pack before we went to battle of the bands. Olivias new house is SOOO AWSOME!!! I so envy her now.. If you see her house, then mine... mine looks kinda lik a run down shack lol. But Emily and I choose our room in her new house, its the sunroom! Where gonna paint it blue, cause the color now is kinda like puke yellow (or thats how it looks to me!) and were gonna put up curtains! (Thats how far we got lol).
We got to battle of the bands like an hour late, so we missed Bob's van. I was so pissed cause I wanted to see them so bad. I felt so bad afterward but I eventually got over it. There were some really really good bands there! Oh and Emily is a cyber whore!! Her and Brad Shuck have 6 cyber children together! Their names are a, e, i, o, u, and sometimes y. It was really funny, you just kinda had to be there to get it if you dont.
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Veterans day.. The new Friday the 13th
Hey everyone! Happy Friday the.. er Veterans day! I just had a wonderful day!
Well it all started ohh lets say 6am.. My alarm went off, just rolled over and hit snooze 6 times. Haha, well BIG MISTAKE, I was running to get ready in 10 minutes so I wouldnt be late for Jazz Band. Finally got there 10 minutes late. That went ok once I got settled. Then went to class, all normal blah blah blah 1-3 hr blah blah blah. Lunch, wow lunch was fun. Emily stole a cookie Haha!! She gave her money to the guy that was in there, and he gave it back to her and she walked off not knowing she had to give the money to the other woman. Band was ghey, my mouth was completley dead and I kept screwing up while we were recording.. (cause I'm just lucky like that..)
Band finally got over and I was almost late for math. Math was boring as usual, still don't understand anything about geometry.. (haha thats why I failed my last test!) Went to Global Studies with the ass of a teacher Mr. Hitchcock, I only like him cause he smells good, finished my test. The bell rang and I got to stand around for what about an hour and a half. Yah that was exciting. Olivia and I were hanging out with Amy, and were talking to Nick and all the people from the band Bob's Van.
Oh yah! I found out like 5 minutes after the bell rang that I'm going out with Vincent.. LOL, Yah apparently Olivia set us up since we were on each others little love list.. haha. Thanks but I only go out with Aussies! Haha.
Pit was boring as hell, my saxophone broke RIGHT BEFORE it started... Couldnt play the stuff anyway cause Ally and Ryan werent there.. I sat for two hours talking to the Ryan (a.k.a. Skee or whatever) I cant play the music anyway, Im not that smart.. So I guess I might quit so I can do drivers ed. But I still kind of want to do it, I'm not sure.
Now that I've been rambeling on.. Im ready for my Ctrl Alt Delete... START OVER!!!
Well it all started ohh lets say 6am.. My alarm went off, just rolled over and hit snooze 6 times. Haha, well BIG MISTAKE, I was running to get ready in 10 minutes so I wouldnt be late for Jazz Band. Finally got there 10 minutes late. That went ok once I got settled. Then went to class, all normal blah blah blah 1-3 hr blah blah blah. Lunch, wow lunch was fun. Emily stole a cookie Haha!! She gave her money to the guy that was in there, and he gave it back to her and she walked off not knowing she had to give the money to the other woman. Band was ghey, my mouth was completley dead and I kept screwing up while we were recording.. (cause I'm just lucky like that..)
Band finally got over and I was almost late for math. Math was boring as usual, still don't understand anything about geometry.. (haha thats why I failed my last test!) Went to Global Studies with the ass of a teacher Mr. Hitchcock, I only like him cause he smells good, finished my test. The bell rang and I got to stand around for what about an hour and a half. Yah that was exciting. Olivia and I were hanging out with Amy, and were talking to Nick and all the people from the band Bob's Van.
Oh yah! I found out like 5 minutes after the bell rang that I'm going out with Vincent.. LOL, Yah apparently Olivia set us up since we were on each others little love list.. haha. Thanks but I only go out with Aussies! Haha.
Pit was boring as hell, my saxophone broke RIGHT BEFORE it started... Couldnt play the stuff anyway cause Ally and Ryan werent there.. I sat for two hours talking to the Ryan (a.k.a. Skee or whatever) I cant play the music anyway, Im not that smart.. So I guess I might quit so I can do drivers ed. But I still kind of want to do it, I'm not sure.
Now that I've been rambeling on.. Im ready for my Ctrl Alt Delete... START OVER!!!
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Fuzzy Tail!
Another worthless day at school, learned absolutly nothing... Oh, I did learn that I'm gonna marry an Australian! Yes Olivia, Emily and I have made a pact.. To go out with no one but someone who is Australian.. Haha. And where all going to Australia when we graduate! So if you wanna go with us just lemme know.. (Maybe I'll let you go)
It was pretty funny, Emily was freaking out about her love life, its kinda funny cause when you are trying to get over somthing you cant stop talking about it. You say and act like you dont care but its actually eating you up inside, and wont stop till you go completley insane. Yah I've been through that wonderful time. But we not have a code name for our little troubles... Fuzzy Tail. See, think about it like this.. you may not know what were talkin about and Fuzzy Tail is completley off the topic so it all works out!
Made a complete ass of myself today. I was talking to this guy named ______ (you shall never know) But anyway I always say the stupidest things, its pretty retarded if you listen to me. I'll say somthing completley off topic or somthing that is completley wrong. Don't you ever wish you could just do a Ctrl Alt Delete and start your day over? You know how many things I would do differently... It would be kinda like, "Yah you sounded dumb there lets go back and change that.."
Tomorrow I've got pit practice. It's ok.. I feel kinda stupid though, cause when Alex and Ryan play I'm just trying to play the right note. I always have to ask Alex what note it is or how to finger it, and I think shes kinda getting annoyed with me. Their both always way ahead of me when were playing, then that one dude (who likes to mess with my stand..) always looks at me, and everytime I mess up he knows. Its so embarassing. I wish more people would do it, I dont think we will sound very good, cause theres 13 of us..
Oh yah, and for future readers, there is one HUGE thing that will be missing from this thing, I don't want to go through the embarassment about have what happened before come back and bite me in the ass!
It was pretty funny, Emily was freaking out about her love life, its kinda funny cause when you are trying to get over somthing you cant stop talking about it. You say and act like you dont care but its actually eating you up inside, and wont stop till you go completley insane. Yah I've been through that wonderful time. But we not have a code name for our little troubles... Fuzzy Tail. See, think about it like this.. you may not know what were talkin about and Fuzzy Tail is completley off the topic so it all works out!
Made a complete ass of myself today. I was talking to this guy named ______ (you shall never know) But anyway I always say the stupidest things, its pretty retarded if you listen to me. I'll say somthing completley off topic or somthing that is completley wrong. Don't you ever wish you could just do a Ctrl Alt Delete and start your day over? You know how many things I would do differently... It would be kinda like, "Yah you sounded dumb there lets go back and change that.."
Tomorrow I've got pit practice. It's ok.. I feel kinda stupid though, cause when Alex and Ryan play I'm just trying to play the right note. I always have to ask Alex what note it is or how to finger it, and I think shes kinda getting annoyed with me. Their both always way ahead of me when were playing, then that one dude (who likes to mess with my stand..) always looks at me, and everytime I mess up he knows. Its so embarassing. I wish more people would do it, I dont think we will sound very good, cause theres 13 of us..
Oh yah, and for future readers, there is one HUGE thing that will be missing from this thing, I don't want to go through the embarassment about have what happened before come back and bite me in the ass!
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