For Hannah A.

JUST LIKE I PROMISED: I'm dedicating it to Hannah A. Just because I pretty much love her.

Plus.. BSB Just seemed to fit the mood?

Backstreet Boys- As long as you love me

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you are comin' from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby.

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Blast from the past. BSB forever :]

I feel better already.

Ciao<3

Owie

Can we all say.....

A G O N Y ?


Look it up.


Ciao.

How do they make it smell so fresh?!

Once again I find myself sitting in this damn chair skipping school. What a rebel I've become, and to think how seriously I took school when I was a little freshman. But there is a slight exuse for the reason I'm skipping today, I swear!

So CoCo and I we're suppose to go on a job shadow of a Forensic Pathologist today (People that look at dead people btw) and I was really excited, but super nervous. I met her out front of the school at 9 and we drive to where the office is. We ended up getting there really early, 9:15, and our appointment wasn't actually until 10. So we decided to go for a Beaners run!

"Wow this coffee tastes really good for some reason today." - Me
"Maybe it tastes just a little bit better because we're going to see a DEAD BODY!" - CoCo

After the coffee run we went back only to find it was now, 9:30. CoCo realized she didn't have her camera so we had to drive BACK over to a 7/11 and buy a camera.

"I wonder if they would let me use the flash... or if everyone has sensitive eyes HAHA!"

Drove BACK to the office and decided just to go inside. We walk in and the whole way in I was wondering to myself if the office would smell like dead body. Then I began to wonder... What dead body smelled like? I began to regret drinking that coffee because my stomach started to turn horribly and I already thought I was going to be sick. How pathetic! I hadn't even seen anything yet!

We walk through the front door only to be met with a door and a key pad and the woman sitting at the front desk let us in. To my surprise it didn't really smell bad at all, so again my mind was thinking all these crazy thoughts like:

-Do they use a lot of air fresheners?
-If so, do they keep them by the bodies?
-Maybe they have so many plants to make it smell better.
-I wonder how much a year they spend buying air fresheners.
-Has that woman seen a dead body before?
-Is it possible to work here and NOT be crazy?
-Where did she get those shoes they're really cute (LOL)

Don't judge me. Lol :]

The woman told us that the guy had some kind of 'emergency' and had to cancel. How annoying, they could of at least called us to let us know. Granted... There really isn't anyone to call. BUT STILL! She offered for us to come back around 1 but I didn't really want to. So we took a card and told her we would just schedule another appointment. I was really disappointed, I had worked myself all up to see some horrible mutilated murder victim, and we left with a business card.

Boo. >:[

So I came home, and get to wait around until I have to go to work at 3. I thought about going to the gym for a workout but I don't have the gas, nor the motivation to move. My lovely cycle has started for the month and once again I get the joy of mothering a beach ball within my womb (AND THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M PREGNANT you stupid people. Like, J.R. :D jk).

I suppose I should go start on my obnoxious amount of homework I still have yet to finish.

Jaa Mata <3

I think it's love.....

I've finally decided... My Blog and I are now an item. That's right! We've been together for almost 2 years and 4 months. I think it's love.

I've become anti-social once again. SURPRISE! I blame the sickness, and the lack of care for what goes on around me. Oh well. What can ya do? :]

Wow, I am so bored it's unbelievable. The follies game against Lakewood "Beat the Wood" is tonight. I bet $10 we're going to lose, so "Beat the Hornets" just isn't as funny.

LALALA. There isn't anyone on Graal. There isn't anyone on AIM. I haven't looked to see if that damn Canadian was on MSN. But.. I'm lazy.

Hmm.. What else could I babel on about...

Aww :[ I have so much homework this weekend. I guess that's what I get for being sick for two days. Stupid Human Bio/FST/English/Career Center.

I love being a loser.

Back at square one.

<3 Hilary and Blogger Forever <3
(Because thats all I'm gonna get)

Be my Anti-Valentine?

Boo Valentines Day. The "holiday" solely based upon boyfriend and girlfriends and husbands and wives. Where everyone goes crazy if they don't get a gorgeous necklace or ring, and if they don't stuff their fat faces with more chocolate than a homeless man has ever seen. It's expected now in society that you should recieve a gift. It's almost like Christmas. Except... more depressing for single people (example: me).

Well, Valentines Day;

Fuck you.

Love,

Hilary.

Valentine's Day
Wish I had a sweetheart
It's Valentine's Day
Didn't even get a stinkin' card
It's Valentine's Day
I just have to say
I hate Valentine's Day

It's Valentine's Day
And I didn't get no chocolate
It's Valentine's Day
If I had a heart I'd hock it
It's Valentine's Day
All I have to say
I hate Valentine's Day

It's Valentine's Day
And I hope it finds you healthy
It's Valentine's Day
I just love to say

I hate fuckin' Valentine's Day

L.I.E.
Love is Evil.

Capital Adventures.

So things have gone from bad to good I guess. Last week I found myself in tears everyday and had had enough of just about everything. I took the ACT and got an 18 on it, and the score made me feel horrible about myself. Everyone around me was getting 20-30. Basically... I was the retarded one in the room. Then with tears in my eyes I hit black ice on the way home, and spun out my car. I almost hit two parked cars, and that's when I broke into a full out-hyperventilating- cry. Got home, and wanted to find the nearest gun and point it at my head.

It was around then that something happened between Jessica and I. I don't understand why she is being the way she is to me. What did I do to deserve you acting like a bitch to me? Maybe we just need to stop talking and hanging out so much. Not that we've actually really hung out together except going to the gym together-- which she started going to by herself. Whatever. She's going to Miami for Spring Break with Carranda. I always get that pang of jealously when she talks about Carranda. She sounds so much more fun than me. Figures. I'm 5 years younger than both of them, and it's right about now when I feel that being smashed into my face. I think I may call off our Chicago trip, if we're even still going. I'm over it.

So Ellie, Heidi and I are making a poster for the Michigan Mathematics Poster Competition. Our topic is: What action do you think the new 2008 President will take with the troops in Iraq? We made a survey and really wanted to pass it out to people at the Capital. Well, Ellie's mom used to work there, so she took us today. Heidi won't skip class, and that was annoying because all she had to do was call her mom. So Ellie and I went. We talked to our Senator, Gretchen Whitmer. She was really nice, and she took our survey. We even got a picture with her. Then we went over to where the State Reps. were. We saw our Rep, Barb Byrum, and she took our survey as well. We got a few others, and a lot from all the Legislature Aides. After an hour of walking around we made our way over to the Capital building. We got to watch the Reps. in session, and Barb Byrum even introduced us to everyone and we had to stand up. It was awkward. Really cool though.

It was an overall good day. I'm really hoping tomorrow will be a snow day. That would be sweet.

Jaa Mata.

WTF BRAD PITT?!

Jessica and I went to the Y this afternoon for our workout, and it didn't really go too well. It didn't really help that I was so bloated it felt like I had a beach ball crammed under my shirt all morning. We got there and it was packed, sadly. We never got to do our cardio because all the machines were taken, so we just skipped it and went to weights. Weights kicked my ass today, and I'm not quit sure why. My muscles were rather fatigued and my heart rate was going crazy. Not to mention I was on FIRE! I blame it on womanly problems, and I will hold to that.

After weights we decided to go swimming to maybe get in a little cardio. So we switched into our bathing suits (I can proudly say mine is beginning to look better and better everytime I put it on) and went out to the pool. Before we even got out the door I noticed some kid was waving at me. Huh? *DING* It was Rhone! GOOD GOD THERE'S RHONE AND HERE I AM IN MY BATHING SUIT! I think I can honestly say all the blood rushed to my head and I became a lovely shade of HOLY SHIT red. So I foolishly waved back attempting to cover myself with my towel and not slip and fall.

Note to self: Check pool for any attractive/semi-attractive men/boys before walking out like a hippo in a tankini.

We swam around and I think my self confidence levels dropped about 4 million levels (Remember.. I still feel like I have a beach ball under my suit). So what if I compare him slightly to Brad Pitt. IS IT MY FAULT THEY LOOK SIMILAR IN MY EYES?!

Next time I go swimming.. I'm wearing a garbage bag.

*cough*helookedreallyhotinaspeedothoughhahaha*cough*

OldBlueChair85 (5:00:13 PM): nut huggers...

LMAO!

Ja Mata.