People Change

What makes somebody a good person?

I found myself asking that tonight when I met up with some old friends. It's amazing how quickly these people, you used to love to be around, change and turn into the kind of people you wouldn't like. I find myself turned away from the ones who cuss and swear a lot, and those that go out and get trashed everynight. Those that have sex, just because it's being offered to them even though they know it will ruin a friendship. I guess that makes me a bit of a hypocrite. Sure I cuss a lot, more than I would like, and I like to have an occasional drink. I don't really understand why you would use one of your friends just to satisfy one night of lust. One night stands are wrong in my opinion. People say sex isn't a big deal, but it is in my mind. Have some respect for yourself. I suppose it doesn't really mean much coming from the forever virgin. That's just me though.

I'm dressed all in blue
And I'm remembering you
And how you dressed that night
When you broke my heart
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around

It kind of makes me wish people never changed. I miss what we all used to have.

Time to grow up.


Ciao

Summer :]

HAPPY SUMMER TIME!

Topics:

1. My new job
2. Lugnut season
3. Summer plans!
4. Anything else I feel like typing.

So I started my new job this Monday, and so far I absolutely love it. I'm working in Holmes Hall on MSU campus, and it's pretty much the sweetest job I've ever had. They put me on room crew, and we go around and make sure the rooms are clean and have bedding and such for conferences. At first I was really nervous about going, mainly because I had to do the whole "Like me!" thing all over agian. It wasn't bad at all, which surpsied me the most. I've met a lot of awesome people, and the highschoolers really stick together. One thing that really bothers me is our supervisors have made the college kids into babysitters for all of us. Sure I understand we are a liability, but the college students are too. I guess it's because I've work a number of other jobs, and am used to being around older people. I don't need a 23 year old hovering over me, and wiping my nose. Just hand me the damn kleenex I can do it myself.

My crew is really awesome though. In the morning all the crews go to a room, and are told what to do by their crew leaders. Our crew always goes up to the 6th floor, in complete silence. I don't do well in silence, and being the awkward person I am have to try not to start laughing. All these people have gotten so comfortable with each other, that silence is a really big part of this job. I don't know how many times we've found ourselves sitting in the hallway in complete silence. ITS SO AWKWARD! But I'm getting used to it. Slowly.

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Kerry and I have been going to most of the home Lugnut games. They're really entertaining, and we always look forward to going. Not only do we get to scream and be obnoxious, but we can harass practically anyone we want without getting attacked. Example: Rojo.

"ROOOOJOOOOOO! DID YOU KNOW YOUR NAME MEANS RED IN SPANISH?!"
"IT'S OVER ROJO! AND FOR THE RECORD! I ENDED IT!"

It's fun making all the people at the game, and even the players laugh.

BUT THIRSTY THURSDAYS are scary :[

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This summer is going to be so sweet! On Sunday I'm going to Michigan Adventure with Kerry. Lots of Lugnut games. My sweet job, with a few attractive guys. Wisconsin in a week FOR a week.

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That's about it. Kind of hard to type and listen to the game.

So..

HAPPY SUMMER EVERYONE!

Btw-- GO GET A JOB YOU LAZY BASTARDS.

Ciao :]