SB'07. Wasted.

Spring Break is finally here. F.I.N.A.L.L.Y.

So the Chicago trip fell through, I don't know if I already posted that before, and I'm disappointed about it. Big time. I was really looking forward to it and I can't help but be slightly angry about it because that was suppose to be the big SB'07 trip. Now I don't get one-- for the 11th year in a row. Now I'm stuck home working, and taking care of Frannie's horses because they're out of town due to family issues. Not only that, but there won't be any warm weather for the entire week. I just love Michigan. Ellie invited me to her condo in Grand Haven, but I doubt I'm going to go. Unless Frannie and her parents get home, and if I actually feel well enough to go-- since her parents think I'm a bad influence on their daughter.

I don't know why they're upset. It's not like she got Saturday School like Brie and I. At least we didn't rat her out.

Brie invited me up north to her grandparents house, but with it being cold I would actually have to socialize with her grandparents since it's too cold to swim. They hate me too. God. So much hate towards me. I always thought I was a nice person. It's not like I haven't been more than polite to them. Hags.

AND I DON'T WANT TO GO TO WORK FOR THE THIRD TIME TODAY >:[

Looks like I'm going to be catching up on my romantic novel reading, eh?

Hot steamy book porn; here I come.

Spring Time Fever.

Do I? Or don't I? How am I suppose to know? It's not like I'm experienced in this area. I don't know why he can be upset with me because I didn't know how to answer the question. It was just so out there and.... THERE!

I still can't help but think this is all a joke on me. He's toying with me because, yeah sure ok... I kinda like him. I keep trying to figure out if he's just dangling it on a rope infront of my face so at the last second he can take it away, or if it might be there? Haha.. good one... I don't know if I trust him. It's hard to trust what you don't know.

I want it to be real, but how am I suppose to know?

This weekend I was on top of the world.
This day I can barely breathe
as the water fills my lungs.

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Today was a good day. Ellie, Brie and I decided it was too nice to go to school, inside, so we took it outside. Which first led us to breakfast, and then to the beach. We had a fabulous time, and I think it was the most fun I've had in a while. I'm really looking forward to Spring Break, and Summer. I love warm weather.

Ellie and Brie got introuble though. I feel really bad because I didn't.

At least we had fun. AND GOT SOME COLOR!

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I got a pretty decent summer job which I am very excited for. I get $10 an hour to clean dorms. Matt laughed and told me to have fun picking up used condoms. I may just box one up and give it to him. WE'LL SEE WHO GETS THE LAST LAUGH!

Ciao.

Is this all just too good to be true?

I think I'm getting in over my head.

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Ciao.

He made me do it.

So today I had a relatively good day, but then suddenly all within a few hours is seems like it has gone down hill. I really hate that. Bah.

Today we didn't have Career Center, which pretty much blew my mind to say the least. I gave Kyle a ride home, but before we actually made it back to our street I saw that Matt was working at Subway, so decided to stop in and buy a sandwich. Being me, of course, didn't actually check if I had any money to buy a sub. Oops. Matt let me have it for free though, but I hate when I do that because I don't want him to feel like I'm taking advantage of him. It was a really good sub though, BUT I ATE IT WITH GUILT! Emily, and Brad both came in during the time we were there (not together though) so that was fun.

I eventually got Kyle home, and then drove home myslef and did nothing. At all. I didn't even have to change into pajamas because I had gone to school in what I wore to bed last night. Hey! I figured, I only have a half day, fuck yall! At least I was comfortable...

Jessica called me later, in a complete panic. Apparently she had a check bounce, and MSU drained her accounts. I feel bad for her, but I really couldn't do much except just listen. I did give her $30 though, for the gym membership. That should help with a tiny bit.

We met up at the gym soon after I got a call that was,

"I'm on my way to the gym."

"I thought you were going to the bank?!"

"I already did. So now I'm going to the gym."

"BUT I THOUGHT WE WERE GOING LATER?!"

So I had fun running around trying to get my stuff together.

Got to the gym, eventually, and got my ASS KICKED! It's only been three weeks since I've been there, but it feels like I'm starting back at square one! We saw a couple of sekC guys there, but too bad they were hella short. Damn my tallness.

Now I'm just sitting at home, with my house full of people. Too many people. No privacy... Honestly...

I wish I didn't have to go to work tomorrow morning.

Oops. I just wasted my one wish on something ghey.

Darn.

Ciao.

You mean, there really is a sun?

I was just wondering if today was Thursday, and it took me about 30 seconds to realize that it was. That's always a good sign.

This week has seemed to drag, but also seemed to speed by. Does that make sense? We only have a week and one day until Spring Break, and guess what I get to do?! What's that? Did you say 'nothing?' Well. You're WRONG! Jessica and I are planning a trip to Chicago for three or so days, and then after getting back from there I will be off to see my grandparents. Two slightly amazing trips all packed into one little week.

After Spring Break, Mrs. Williams, from the career center, will be making her return on her broom stick followed by her entourage of evil monkeys. She came in to visit one day this week, and it took most of our self control to keep our jaws from dropping. I guess it was going to happen eventually, though, I mean it's not like a broken leg doesn't not heal. It creeped most of us out when she first said, "I'm baaaccck!" An involuntary shutter of despair, and from the horrible screechy voice, ran down my spine. I hope they decide to get rid of her after her contract expires, in three months. Our class was planning on TPing her house, in the middle of the night. 1000 rolls. It would be like Christmas all over again.

So I keep getting this urge to write, and I made Jessica resend me the story I had began. It really isn't that bad, now that I started reading on it again. I just don't know where to pick up from where I left off. I want to post it on Fictionpress.com, but I'm afraid too.

Half day tomorrow. Lucky me :]

YAY FOR SPRING! It is official as of yesterday. I think someone told Mother Nature that, because it's almost 70 outside. AND THERE REALLY IS A SUN! Delicious.

Ciao.

What Is Your Role In A Relationship? (Male and Female, detailed results with Anime Pics!)

You are Insecure

You often find it hard to believe you are worthy of the love and attention given to you by your partner, and always worry he/she could do much better than you.

Your insecurity sometimes leads you to pushing people away, or holding on too tightly. Either way, your relationships often end in tears.

Maybe you had your heart broken in the past, or have a low self-esteem - whatever the reasons are, you struggle to see what other people see in you. Some people will find this frustrating, but there will be someone out there who will delight in telling you just how fab you really are until you start to believe it yourself.

Most compatible with: The Hopeless Romantic

The Romantic will never tire of telling you how much they love you, and you will never tire of hearing it! You need someone who will give you constant reassurance, who will be prepared to make grand romantic gestures whenever you are feeling particularly insecure and will stand by you if you push or pull on them. The Romantic will do all these things and some, always making sure you know that you are the only one they could ever want.

Least compatible with: The Free Spirit

The Free Spirit won't ever show you their affection in ways obvious enough for you. You would feel constantly on edge as they flitted from one place to the next, not really caring if you followed or not. They would give you enough of a taste to tempt you, but none of the follow through and security you desire.

Your song is: Let That Be Enough, Switchfoot


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They know me so well.

Hopeless Romantic...

How time has made me bitter.

Once upon a time there was a prince. He was a very charming lad, with silky dark locks that lay untidy before his eyes; piercing crystal eyes that always seemed to lock you into a melting stare, and the charm to send any woman swooning before his feet. He was a God; perfect in every way.

How lucky it would be to wake up to THAT every morning?

I wonder if every woman has her own 'Prince Charming' and if they look at him in the same, helpless way.

Prince Charming? Call me...

Ciao.

SUNNY AND WARM!

HAHAHAHA!

Today was my first full day back into the world.

AND I GOT PULLED OVER!

LMFAO!!

BY THE SAME COP THAT GOT ME LAST TIME HAHAHA!

He gave me a warning. But my insurance expired.

Lmfao.

DAMN! Now I have to go to the court tomorrow.

HAHAHA BUT I STILL FIND THIS ALL SO FUNNY!

It's 73 outside. Maybe that's why I'm in such a good mood.

Haha. NOW I'M GOING TO THE PARK WITH ELLIE!

Ciao!

Put me out of my misery.

Happy 200th post. It only took me about 2 years to get to it.. or 3.. I don't remember. But I finally made it.

So my overnight plauge it really starting to take its toll on me. I thought I had finally broken my fever, after it hit an all time high of 106 and I began hallucinating all though the night. It had gone back down to 98.6 yesterday, but I'm just not that lucky. My dog managed to plow open my door last night at 3 in the morning, and I got up to kick him out. Well, being the spoiled mutt that he is, he wouldn't move. So I eventually got him pushed out, closed and adjusted my door so he couldn't move it-- then blacked out. I fell and hit the wall pretty hard, and I think I was only out for a little bit. I heard mom coming down the hallway and she opened up my door when I was trying to get up. I finally grabbed onto the side of my desk and pulled myself up, only to black out again. At least this time I managed to land in bed before I face planted myself into the floor. Apparently my fever had sky rocketed again.

I was even starting to feel better too :[ I thought I might be able to leave the house today. Not the case. House arrest. It sucks. The first warm weekend in 5 months, and I'm STUCK IN THE HOUSE DYING! Dad got pissy with me this morning, like I'm trying to have people feel bad for me. Well I didn't ask for this. I don't want to PASS OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND BASH MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL. I want to be able to make myself something to eat without having to sit down every 30 seconds when my legs want to give out. Jerk.

At least Leo made french toast. Even though I couldn't eat a lot of it.

So now I guess it's time for me to fall back into my normal state of depression, because what else is there to do? Besides let the jealously of Jessica in Miami eat me alive.

Well.. Looks like a sappy romance novel day to me.

Ciao.

Fiesta anyone?!

I'm dying.

Mono. Bronchitis. Sinus infection.

Would you like to come to my fiesta funeral?

Free food.

Open bar.

Those awesome big hats.

The funeral of the year.

I expect to see you there.

Ciao.

MIGRANE.... BE GONE!

1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10..

They say counting helps with your temper;

11..12..13..14..15..16..17..18..19..20..

I've got a migrane from everything swirling around in my head, and quite frankly-- it's annoying.

Our HOSA competition is tomorrow, and I have to be at the Career Center by 5:45 AM. How repulsive. Nate has never practiced his half of our 'skill' and I will be skimming by in CPR. Mine and CoCo's poster is not done, in my opinion, to be presenting. We don't have enough pictures because the space left was for the ones from the job shadow... But our job shadow had nothing to do with the job we originally picked.

Jessica is down in Miami, and ever since she went down there I've been getting these crazy emo text messages. I don't know if they are because she's been drinking or if being around Carranda really has that much of an affect on her self esteem. I feel kind of bad because I got pissy with her, and the thought of paradise being that depressing annoyed me even more. At least she gets to see the sun. I should probably send her a text to at least say I'm sorry. Fine. I will.

Fking. Migrane.

I'm in the middle of the break down.

Ciao.

Vacation, all I ever wanted.

Thank. God. It's. Friday.

This week was ridiculous, to say the least. It felt like everything was being crammed into my brain all at once, and it got too much to handle. At the Career Center we have regional competition next Tuesday, and we have to be there at 5:45 in the fawking AM. My two events are CPR and some writing event, which I know I'm going to blow. I've had two days to practice CPR, and my partner wasn't there today. He doesn't know his part at ALL which is going to suck because now we will get down there and make fools out of ourselves. No one knows what the hell is going on, not even the teachers! I'm not looking forward to it. I will just leave it at that.

I'm so overwhelmed. :[

I need a vacation. Somewhere warm that actually gets to see the sun once in a while.

Not just horrible white snow.

Ciao.

Btw-- Jessica, I'm mad jealous that you're in Miami. Hate you.