Well, lately I havn't really had anything to write about, not really inspirational or big major thoughts. I can't write about all the hard times I would be having at school, or the annoying little girls that run around with their thongs past their belly buttons. Life is dull. My summer life is the barn, and horses. I have no friends that I keep in touch with over the summer, since now I really can't stand them. Yup... exciting.

Well, yesterday was my first horse show of the year. By the time it was over with I wanted to hang myself after cutting off every single toe and finger I had. I don't think I have ever had a worse day in my entire life. I'm not really going to get into it, but by the end of it I had broken down in the barn rocking back and forth in tears.

Jessica came out yesterday though to watch me. I was really surprised about that, it really meant a lot that she came. I've really noticed I get along with people that are older than me. Most of my friends are 3-5 years older than me, and when Jessica showed up it really showed me she thought of me as a good friend even though of our 5 year age difference.

Frannie should be getting back from nationals soon. I really miss her, I hope when she gets back we will be able to hang out.

So yeah.. I probably won't be updating anymore... It just doesn't feel right posting when I read other peoples, and theirs are just so deep and they actually put time into theirs.

Ciao <3