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Alright everyone... buckle your seat belts and make sure you're comfortable cause I can already tell this is going to be a long post.

Well, I guess I should start out with what is bothering me most. Last night I found out that the Canter open house is being moved from our barn, to some barn out in Mason (Or at least that's what I've been told). I also found out that ALL of the Canter horses are being removed from our barn and taken somewhere else. Well, this puts my barn into a major pickle... My family helped out Silhouette Manor financially after Kelly and Andy left and took over half of the boarders. If all of the Canter horses leave... I don't think we would be able to do it again. It's very frustrating having to deal with Canter, but without them and without boarders our barn will not stay open. Whats really annoying is Silhouette is the biggest facility in the area, with two large arenas and the big cemented barn and they think their going to find somthing better than ours. Ugh... It's Summer's fault, that stupid bitch. She came in after Amelie got hurt and four weeks afterward decides their leaving our barn. Want to know what the reasons were? Well, she was saying nobody was nice to her... and the stalls weren't getting cleaned properly so that why some of them weren't healing correctly or as fast.

News flash Summer! The stalls are cleaned EVERY DAY or EVERY OTHER DAY. Just because you're afraid of the horses and can't deal with the "dangerous" ones in the stall so you can wrap their leg don't blame this on the rest of us. Bitch. Oh and about not being nice... Bull shit! Everyone is nice to you, I introduced myself to you the first day I met you. Gawd!

You know what's even more fucked up?! Gene found a bunch of tranqs and shit sitting in a horses feed bin! And their blaming it on all of us for leaving it there. Oh! And after they tranq the horses they put them outside!! And the other horses beat up on them! And again they blame us for everything!

IM JUST SO FED UP WITH EVERYTHING THAT HAS TO DEAL WITH HORSES! I DON'T NEED THIS RIGHT NOW! I'VE GOT ENOUGH PROBLEMS TO WORRY ABOUT!

Alright next thing on my mind. Well some of you may already know or you might figure it out but I just need to get it out. So if you do figure it out please do not mention anything. Plzkthx. Well, I am just very confused about my... what do you call it.... 'Love Life.' I noticed that I have developed very... strong... feelings for a certain someone. My only problem is... He has a girlfriend. Isn't that just dandy? Well, it's his fault for leading me on in the first place. When his girlfriend is not around he is the biggest flirt, but when shes around hes not. Hmm...

Well, a part of me is trying to tell me that in the future somthing may happen. But then the other part is telling me just to forget about it and push him away. Naturally... I push him away, and it's hard. Every time I try I can't and I just end up forgetting and getting lost in the 'moment' with him. Argh! I can't NOT smile when he's around. It's a proven fact. I'm just so confused and I don't know what to do. I just wish he would leave me alone...

Continuing on... (I told you to get comfortable...)

I had an equestrian meet today. Well... Our team is what you would call.... Interesting... We have four new freshmen and 2 have never showed before. Stunning. Stephanie was there today, she one of the freshmen. Well, she has not cantered or shown before. Plus... her pony is a little nightmare. Then a girl named Michelle tagged along with her and thinks she knows more than she really does. Rachel and I got up on Stephanie's pony and made it look better in about 5 minutes. Then the girl wouldn't even swat at the damned pony cause she was afraid she would hurt it... our first show on Saturday should be... Again... Interesting.

Haha, then the girl that has no show clothes or practically any experience didn't even show up! How fucked up is that?! I really want to make it to Midland again this year... But I have a feeling we might not even get close to winning districts.

Hmm... What else is on my mind..?

Tomorrow I'm going our on a movie day with Frannie. It'll probably be that last time we see each other for a while since school starts Wednesday. I'm excited about it, I'm going to wear some of the new clothes I got yesterday.

Yeah well I guess that about sums up my long post. It is now 10:10 and I started this at like 9:30. Man... Time flys when you're typing out all your frustration.

Whew... I feel better.

Haha, Congrats if you just read that all...

And you suck if you just skipped it >=P

Till my next complaining session ^.~