Of course...

I've noticed how everytime I get attached to a horse... Somthing bad always ends up happening. Joanne called yesterday to talk to us about Gabe; things aren't looking to good. Gabes injurys are old and so they have just sat for a long time. During that time... Very strong arthritis has set into his knee... Meaning he might not even be rideable, period.

It really sucks because the final word is from Dr. Stick and from what Jessica has said of him... I'm fucked. Well, Stick gets back today and Summer took in Gabes X-rays yesterday. I have some time to get detached from Gabe to make sure I'm not going to go into a huge depression when they take him to become a plasma donor.

I'm really tired of seeing all of these canter horses being taken and being put down or becoming plasma donors. I hate people that enjoy watching horse races... half of them have NO idea what happens to the horses. They probably end up eating the horse they bet on and not even realize it. If they had just worked Gabe a little less... He would probably be fine today. They worked him too hard and he was just growing too fast...

People make me sick.