TaDa..

I'm feeling so sick all of a sudden... And I don't know why. Matt.... That Mountain Dew you gave me was poisoned... WASN'T IT?!

Well, most of my drama has finally come to an end for the time being. I'm happy it has because I just don't mix well with it all. I guess I'm just locking up my feeling for now, and just not caring because in the long run I will only get hurt and I have better things to look forward to. I know locking them up will only make them harder in the future, but I'm willing to take that risk so I can have a moments peace.

Brie and I had a major fight. I felt bad, I had called her and made her cry but I knew I had to get my point through. Well, she started hanging out with the wrong crowd, and me being the 'older sister' in her life was trying to get her to see what she was changing into. I had been down that road once before, hangout out with the druggy crowd where it just gets you into trouble, and I just don't want to see her hurt. I know I'm being over protective of her, but I don't want her to go through the same things that I had to go through, even though I know she has to grow up on her own.

Were looking at another horse. If you don't remember and/or havn't been keeping up with my life.. Ehem... Gabe was put down... So it took me a while to get over that, because I had gotten more attached to him that I had thought. Well, this new ones name is Cheyenne's Will, and he's really pretty. http://www.canterusa.org/michigan/sale/img_CANTER/MIC_Cheyennes_Will-2.jpg <- There's a full body picture of him and, http://www.canterusa.org/michigan/sale/img_CANTER/MIC_Cheyennes_Will.jpg <- a head shot. He's only four years old, and is 16.1 hands so he's still got about a year or so to grow. The thing I'm worried about is they might not approve out barn so he can come with us if we do decide to buy him. I'm really excited about the Big & Rich concert! Okay, get this! I came home and told my parents about getting front row and everything and my dad kinda flips. He's worried that we're going to get crushed in the front and pulls out this small pistol and is completley serious when he wants me to take it. He actually WANTED me to take a GUN to a concert! I freaked out, but I told him no. So he pulls out a complete knife set and I was just like wtf?! So I settled on pepper spray and that was IT. Man... how the hell did I get born into THIS family...? Well, after the football game on Friday we're all (saxophones) are going over to McBride's house; I don't really want to go. Ever since I heard to conversation with him and his mom on the phone I've really been spacing myself from him just because it makes me slightly uncomfortable. Now that I know his mom is a complete bitch, I feel like I walk on egg shells when I'm around him and I have no idea why. When I first went to his house for that party I went with Frannie and whenever I'm with Frannie I'm more comfortable. But being by myself (excluding the others for a moment) I'm going to be a nervous reck. I guess I'm just going to try and stay quite and not end up getting thrown out of his house my his crazy mom.

Well, I'm tired and I need to take a shower before I go to bed so I guess I'm off.

Haha, speaking of the devil's offspring.... Silly McBride....

Ciao..