2007 has proved to be... horrible. Well, I guess I shouldn't really be blaming everything on the new time period. Most of it is my fault. No, all of it is my fault. I don't understand, I've turned into some crazy person that sits and watches box set DVDs of funny TV shows to make me laugh. Alright... So I've only resorted to that within the last week, BUT STILL! I've yet again pushed my friends away from me, and avoid talking to most people unless I have to. It always seems to get like this, is this how life is always going to go? Things will be going great for a while then, like a carpet being pulled out from underneath me, things turn for the worse. I guess it just comes down to one thing: I want to be happy. I want to be able to wake up in the morning, and look forward to each new day to spend time with my friends and family. Then that same quote I read only God knows where comes back to my head, "Happiness cannot be found, it just is." Right. If happiness just "is" why can't it just pull back around the corner and make another stop here at the Holland house? I'd greatly appriciate it.
So the whole barn issue is.. slighly resolved. We got the two horses out of there, Will to Jessica's, and Nightingale to Linda's. Will is doing well, he likes his new home. I miss Nightingale so much since I haven't seen her since the move. St. Johns is far from here, and we haven't had a chance to get out there. Now comes the big legal battle. Should be great.
I'm beginning to think my blog is losing its effect on me. Usually when I write all this out that feeling of being overwhelmed lessens, but today it hasn't. I think it might have actually risen. Great. Just what I needed. More for the crazy girl to think about.
Let them say I'm crazy.What do they know?
It's going to be a long year.
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