Overload

Overload.

There is just too much going on, and I can't decide if it's too little time or too much time before it continues. Now we're just stuck here-- to wait-- to think. At first I thought this was a good idea, but now I'm not so sure.

What happens if they reject us? Then we would just look like morons.

Is it possible for anything to come out of this? Friendship? More? I hope so.

I'm actually afraid to go back and find out. The last time all I could remember was panicking. Even when I try to think back to it I feel that same type of panic.

I don't want them to get the wrong idea.

That's not what we're there for.

A week to think it over-- before I make a decision.

Thing's happen for a reason right?

I'm waiting to see my reason.

Ciao.

ps.. The thing's you're most afraid of are always the most worth while.