Stupid attractive jerk!

We're in the home stretch now, and I can see the checkered flag at the end. Four more month, and that's it! I suddenly find myself looking forward to so much: My 18th birthday, Spring Break, Graduation, and summer! I've just got to get through career center without going completely crazy, and attempts to go to English every once in a while.

JUST FOUR MORE MONTHS!

Lent is coming up, and Ellie is trying to get me to give up something. Her and Chels are giving up sweets, and wanted me to do it as well. YEAH RIGHT! I have monthly needs for certain sweets. There is NO WAY I will be giving those up! I thought about giving up swearing, because that's really the only thing I do a lot. I guess we will see how it goes.

So once again I find myself completely infatuated with a guy. I told myself I wasn't going to get involved with anyone because I might be going off to college next year. But leave it to me to get completely hung up on him. He's practically everything I didn't want, too. AND HE'S SHORT! But he's so much more manly than any guy I've ever met. He is such a jerk sometimes, but can always make me laugh. He argues with me, and makes me smile. Ironically, I was reading one of my other posts and found this:

"There was a boy. I was probably more interested in the idea of finally having a boyfriend, but the more I started to know him, the more I was not interested. At all. Sure he's a really nice guy... but he's TOO nice. He doesn't get what I'm saying, and he never knows what to say to me. Make me laugh! Argue back! Be a jerk sometimes! Is that so much to ask?"

Oh man... I'm in a pickle.

Ciao.