Is it bad to have to much time on your hands?

Well lately I've been getting told I have to much free time. It's not necessarily a bad thing is it? The only reason I have all this time is because I've become anti-social, and don't really care about many things. Yeah I mean I go out and ride my horse, but thats about it. I sit home all afternoon, and yet I still never get my homework done. Okay, so I admit that I have become lazier than normal, but I find nothing wrong with it. Maybe all of you are just TO busy, yeah and you're just jealous of my free time. So I think now I'll just say that to everyone. "Gee Hilary, you've definitly got to much free time." Then I'll say, "Damn right I do! And boy am I going to do ABSOLUTLY NOTHING and still be fucking awsome in the process!!" You know, I think I just rock my world haha, t00 c00l f0r sch00l!

Yesterday was 'National Get High day!' Yeah I didn't get high. I had the opportunity to, but I gracefully declined. Instead I came home and slept for four hours (see lots of free time to catch up my sleep since I don't go to bed till 12). I didn't mind though, then I got ahead in the new book were reading in English, that book about bees or whatever, good book though.

Last night, Emily and I were talking and you know what she said to me? Well she was saying how we were all changing and moving on to different people, but then shes like, "No matter what we always have to be like this. And we always have to remember all of our inside jokes." I was like aww, Olivia doesn't like the idea of us moving apart, but she needs to get over herself. It's so hard right now, I mean I'm at that point in my life where I'm trying to figure out who I am, and I never realized high school would be like this. It's so hard to fit in the way you want, or to change after you've been a certain way for so long. People always have a hard time accepting you when you're different from what they've known for so long.

'Get off my back I need my space,
Don't cover my eyes or the rest of my face.
You don't own me stop holding my hand...'