Have you ever heard the phrase, "You learn somthing new everyday?" I definitly learned somthing today and for some reason, it's really bugging me.
High school is a bitch. We all know this. But have you ever really thought of your social standings? Yes I know you say you really don't care, I say it myself, but deep down a part of you does, and you constantly do small things to try and fit in. I always thought I sort of got along with everyone... Well today I learned a certain *cough*Preppy whore*cough* group is 'scared' of me. Well personally a part of me thinks it is an accomplishment; another part of me is frustrated. Honestly, I always thought I was a fun person to be around. I make a lot of people laugh and I've never really pushed mean feelings toward ANYONE. It does hurt that people really actually sit and judge me because of my height and how I could probably break them in two, but it really shows me that no matter how good of a friend I think I may have, theres always going to be that part of me that thinks their judging me.
*Sigh* am I really that intimidating?
School in general hasn't been going well either. I'm struggling in a lot of my classes, and I'm just finding myself more emotional about EVERYTHING. What happened to the Hilary that couldn't give a shit?! WHO STOLE HER! GIVE HER BACK! It's bad enough I feel like I'm practically being ripped in two, and were only about five weeks into school...
For some reason I just have the sudden urge to write. I really want to actually write a story and finish it. The farthest I've gotten on one is about 13 pages. Not to shabby, but I could do better. Give me some ideas; writing make the world get better.
You know, were playing this song in band... and I like fell in love with it ^-^ So I decided to put it in here
Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like heaven to touch. I wanna
hold you so much. At long last love has
arrived. And I thank God I'm alive. You're
just too good to be true. Can't take my
eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare. There's nothing
else to compare. The sight of you leaves me
weak. There are no words left to speak.
But if you feel like I feel. Please let me know
that it's real. You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I need you baby, and if it's quite all right,
I need you baby to warm a lonely night. I love
you baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh pretty
baby, don't bring me down I pray. Oh pretty
baby, now that I found you, stay. And let me
love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like heaven to touch. I wanna
hold you so much. At long last love has
arrived. And I thank God I'm alive. You're
just too good to be true. Can't take my
eyes off you.
I need you baby, and if it's quite all right,
I need you baby to warm a lonely night. I love
you baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh pretty
baby, don't bring me down I pray. Oh pretty
baby, now that I found you, stay. And let me
love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....
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Hilary, that song.. is AWESOME. and your awesome. and you know what? a couple of years ago, my WHOLE attitude changed too, I used to not give a shit, leaugh at people who got hurt, and then NOT help them, and steal... but I changed, and im hoping it was for the better. so don't worry about it. im sure its fine... oh and... they are preppy whores, so who cares about them? fuck buddies. thats who. but who cares about them? their mothers. why? because they HAVE to. but thats ok. because I love you hilary!
wow i feel weird....i dont have a cool neat-o picture to put next to my posting....ha he ha he
I heart Hilary! OMG riding was great tonight! I hate dirty whores.....JUST KIDDING! hahaha! I'm gonna cut you off! Just kidding! stupid whores. You don't intimidate me.....I could so take you....ha....ha...um.....no.
Wow ^-^ I feel so loved!!!!! *sigh* I'm so awsome!
HILARY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
~this comment from the band office
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