I’m having a hard time staying positive. Everything just seems to be going wrong, but it’s not…
My little boat of happiness is slowly sinking, and I don’t know how much longer I can keep it afloat. I’m going crazy, I have no one to talk to, and I just have the sudden urges to cry. I just feel like I’m so on the outside, and can’t get back in.
Why do people need attention? Why do we always crave that love that we can only get from one other person? I can’t deal with this teenager thing much longer. My emotions are so wired I can’t handle it.
I don’t want attention, but a part of me is desperately craving it right now. And it seems that the worst part is beginning to take over. I don’t want to go back into a depression; I won’t be able to handle it again. Not again… It’s like a deep hole, that you can’t climb your way out of. I did it once, I can’t do it again.
What happens when you just want to give up, and let it take over your life? What happens then?
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:) <3 to Hannah! Er.. Mark Gifford.
Yeah I go through it every year too, but I'm glad I can talk to you.
i know how ya feel. fortunatly on good days you look back on the shit ass ones and are like damn i was being dumb. but hey.. im in a good mood now. dunno y. not like ne thing is going my way. but hey.. when i get sad again i will be more then happy to binge eat cookies with you on a couch in front of pearly harbor *tear* I CANT BELIEVE HE DIES!!!
Lol Kerry we need to skip school one day and have a huge movie day. Josh Hartnett Marathon!
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