Just three more days! Just T-H-R-E-E!
Three more days until the Big and Rich concert AND Spring Break! I cannot wait until Spring Break! It's going to be so sweet because.... I get to stay home while everyone else is leaving... That's right! I will once again be a loner. With no social contact except my brother, parents, maybe Jessica once in a while and Frannie.
School has been obnoxious. Surprise. My friends are nagging me because I told them who I 'liked' which is always a big no-no. So word has gone out, and of course. He knows. I don't know how I feel about it, because in the .000000000000001% chance he might like me back. But! Because I'm me, it won't go anywhere. Why? I'm terrified to actually let myself be liked I guess. I've never had a boyfriend, besides he probably wouldn't even like the real me. I'm a loud obnoxious tomboy that hangs out with the guys. I'm not 'girlfriend material' and I don't think I ever will be. Matt is still right, I'm way too much to handle. I will be living in my apartment, worrying about my job, and the only one that will love me is my dog (I'm not much of a trailor/cat kind of girl =P).
Three more days =(
The longest three days of my life.
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