'Kill the part of me that does nothing but dream.'

I am so frustrated with everything right now, and I don't know the reasons for some of the things.

Brie and I got into another fight last night, surprise, and I have yet to talk to her. I'm at a complete loss of what to even say, or do, to help her with anything. I don't know whats real or a lie when it comes to her now days. Did what she say really happen? Then why doesn't Kari know? But I thought she said Kari knew..? What about Kari's fiance? Does he know? She said he did. Why doesn't anything make sense anymore?! I've got this huge cloudy area in my head that is just a blur of everything all at once. I am so confused and I have no idea what to do.

That whole last post about Kerry was really random when I looked back on it. I really have no idea where any of that came from. I said a lot of things that I didn't mean, and I was being a coward and blaming things on other people. I know Kerry reads this, and if you read this one, I'm sorry. I hope you're having a good time in Texas and everything with Fred is great. With everything that you've gone through I don't want to start anything that doesn't need to start to begin with.

Also I would just like to tell people who leave me random, pointless, annoying comments to stop. I don't know who you are, I don't care what you have to say, and I couldn't give a rats ass what your opinion is. Thanks ;)

The summers starting out great. Wouldn't you say?