Two day's in a row, I'm seriously on a roll!
Today was, stressful. I failed my Human Bio test, by... a lot, and got really upset about it. I don't know why I was so upset because I already knew I was going to fail it. I'm a slacker, and didn't feel the need to study. Haha.. Well... BIG MISTAKE! The rest of my day was pretty shot after that because it put me into a terrible mood. I got to the Career Center with high hopes, and only to be faced with an empty chair. I was ready to go home by then. I dragged though an hour, and then at one, he came :]! I got excited...
You know when you get that little feeling in the pit of your stomach and you think your day is finally going to start looking brighter? Well... That's what I felt.
Until:
Mr. Brown (Principal.. or assistant principal... Idk) came and TOOK ME AWAY!! *Sigh* Of course. He wanted to tell Crystal and I about his meeting with creepy Webberville boy. It sounds as though the meeting went well though, but I still hate him-- just for the record. Mr Brown asked us what we thought would be a suitable punishment for him, and right then and there I discovered I could never be a teacher. I would really SUCK at punishing kids if I couldn't just reach over and smack the hell out of their bratty little mouths.
So after a half hour of boring talk (Mr. Brown has a way of repeating everything over and over again but with different words. It was rather annoying to be honest), I went back to class. Ready to be flirty and cute, I sat back down and cautiously glanced up to where he was sitting. He didn't look happy though, and he looked really hurt. I don't know why, but I never got the chance to ask him. He can't hide anything though, his GORGEOUS eyes told me everything. I felt bad, I wanted to ask and see if he was ok. DAMN MY SHYNESS! With a deep feeling of regret 2 o'clock rolled around and I slowly left... to wallow more in my self pity.
When I was leaving the school with Heidi, I saw Ryan McBride for the first time since the very first football game. It was weird seeing him in the highschool, and even more weird seeing him and knowing he was single. I didn't really get a chance to talk to him, and wish I had. I heard his laugh echo in the dome, and that really made me realize how much I missed talking to him, and seeing him everyday. It's just so weird that he's single now! Bah.
So I started listening to Keith Urban again, and it makes me remember so much. Like, freshman year when Olivia, Emily, and I always used to hang out. Haha and out Keith, Keeth and Heath beach story. Or burning everything of NM at Olivia's house. Lol Silent One, Dances with Squirrels and Wet Foot. I really thought freshman year was the worst, but after just the beginning of this year I wish I could have that year back. I wish I could go back and really enjoy those moments that I took for granted.
Trisha is right though: our group fell apart. It upsets me. Everything's changing, and it's never going to be how it used to be. I miss those old friendships, and the moments. I miss how it all used to be.
Keith Urban- What About MeToday was, stressful. I failed my Human Bio test, by... a lot, and got really upset about it. I don't know why I was so upset because I already knew I was going to fail it. I'm a slacker, and didn't feel the need to study. Haha.. Well... BIG MISTAKE! The rest of my day was pretty shot after that because it put me into a terrible mood. I got to the Career Center with high hopes, and only to be faced with an empty chair. I was ready to go home by then. I dragged though an hour, and then at one, he came :]! I got excited...
You know when you get that little feeling in the pit of your stomach and you think your day is finally going to start looking brighter? Well... That's what I felt.
Until:
Mr. Brown (Principal.. or assistant principal... Idk) came and TOOK ME AWAY!! *Sigh* Of course. He wanted to tell Crystal and I about his meeting with creepy Webberville boy. It sounds as though the meeting went well though, but I still hate him-- just for the record. Mr Brown asked us what we thought would be a suitable punishment for him, and right then and there I discovered I could never be a teacher. I would really SUCK at punishing kids if I couldn't just reach over and smack the hell out of their bratty little mouths.
So after a half hour of boring talk (Mr. Brown has a way of repeating everything over and over again but with different words. It was rather annoying to be honest), I went back to class. Ready to be flirty and cute, I sat back down and cautiously glanced up to where he was sitting. He didn't look happy though, and he looked really hurt. I don't know why, but I never got the chance to ask him. He can't hide anything though, his GORGEOUS eyes told me everything. I felt bad, I wanted to ask and see if he was ok. DAMN MY SHYNESS! With a deep feeling of regret 2 o'clock rolled around and I slowly left... to wallow more in my self pity.
When I was leaving the school with Heidi, I saw Ryan McBride for the first time since the very first football game. It was weird seeing him in the highschool, and even more weird seeing him and knowing he was single. I didn't really get a chance to talk to him, and wish I had. I heard his laugh echo in the dome, and that really made me realize how much I missed talking to him, and seeing him everyday. It's just so weird that he's single now! Bah.
So I started listening to Keith Urban again, and it makes me remember so much. Like, freshman year when Olivia, Emily, and I always used to hang out. Haha and out Keith, Keeth and Heath beach story. Or burning everything of NM at Olivia's house. Lol Silent One, Dances with Squirrels and Wet Foot. I really thought freshman year was the worst, but after just the beginning of this year I wish I could have that year back. I wish I could go back and really enjoy those moments that I took for granted.
Trisha is right though: our group fell apart. It upsets me. Everything's changing, and it's never going to be how it used to be. I miss those old friendships, and the moments. I miss how it all used to be.
I'm livin' in a world that won't stop pullin' on me
I'm not complaining but it's true
It's like I owe my time to everyone else
'Cause that's all I seem to do
You might not notice but I need a good friend
Someone to talk to when I'm down, down, down
There's so much on my mind that I want to get out
But there's no one around
Sometimes I can't help thinkin' what about me
Some days go by that I don't even see
Yeah I'm doing everything right and I can't break free
Oh is this the way it's always gonna be
What about me
Well I'm dreamin' I'm on a highway with the windows down
I'm burnin' up the road at my own speed
But I'm stuck here goin' nowhere in this traffic jam
And there's a woman with her kids in the car next to me
And I swear she's singin'
Sometimes I can't help thinkin' what about me
Some days go by that I don't even see
Yeah I'm doing everything right and I can't break free
Is this the way it's always gonna be
Hey, what about me
Oh, sometimes I can't help thinkin' what about me
Some days go by that I don't even see
I'm doing everything right and I can't break free
Oh is this the way it's always gonna be
What about me
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