So summer is finally here as of thursday. To be honest I don't really know if I'm happy about it, or upset.

Right now all I know is that I am not a very happy Hilary. I am really irritated with a few of my friends. Kerry started going out with Fred, and it really upsets me. I don't know why it does so much but it does! I hate how she runs around acting like she is the ugliest thing on the planet and how fat she is and blah blah. She makes comments about being fat and I cannot stand it! She calls me and tells me shes so confused, and she doesn't know whats going on and she has no idea what to do.

1) I don't care about your 3 boy love triangle
2) I hate when you try to make me feel better about something by saying something about yourself
3) We aren't as good of friends as we used to be ever since you got a boyfriend

I hate always being second. I'm second or less for everybody. I wish Jessica was home because she is my best friend by far. Even if she did get a boyfriend, she would still always make time for me.

What am I complaining about? I should be happy my friend's got a boyfriend. Well. Here's me being happy for you.

Goodluck with everything. I quit.